Angel Devil & UFO baby

Moved...

2009-12-04T00:35:00.001+08:00

Hi everyone i have moved to another blog :)

www.everlysewrites.wordpress.com

those who are still visiting this website plz hop hahax....

those who dunno... hahax now you know :)

Updates

2009-12-02T23:49:00.002+08:00

Ok alot of things happened... and yup :) so thats all folks coz i lazy to type everything out hehe... more to come :)

waiting for god's movement :)

I was reminded by something in Jeslin's blog... thanks... you rock :)... So i decided to edit this post... hehe... this i wad we discussed on tuesday's devotion... Its a simple question that keep us thinking :)

What do you think that will make God smile? (some points we think out) :)
-Earnestly seek God through QT
-obedience
-Child-like faith responds
-when ppl receive Christ from other group, we should rejoice
-thanking God in all circumstances
-spending time w god on a one-on-one basis
-rejoice w others through their breakthroughs & in turn get encouragement through it
-through our actions, we have the desire to learn
-respect ppl around us

Seriously i wan to see the smile on god's face :) just like a loving father :) and i want to have part of god's heart

WFL on this Monday and Today is great...
learn character study on Daniel, Moses, Rahab and Paul (Saul)

Things i wanna apply :)...
-willing to be judged for something I didnt do
-address the problem & forget about them and give a solution to it
- wisdom to turn the situation around...

LOL in the end i type so much :) wadever :)

do not understand

2009-11-29T20:39:00.002+08:00

God i dun understand... hahax... god is putting me through trial now seriously... alot of wierd things have been happening but seriously i can tell this is god... becoz nothing will become so timely... other then god's plan...

First thing was the one i blog before this....
and den yesterday... i am suppose to ask Carol down for fellowship... seriously i think is not that she dun wanna help herself... but seriously its like the devil making things hard... seriously...

In the morning i sent for iris... it came... however...

yesterday my phone went crazy... those who wanna find me... call me and can reach me... but however all my sms will get stuck and my way of communicating w Carol? sms... lol.... so i sms her she saw and replied... however my phone didnt respond... and send the sms to me... so it was stuck...

Only at night when after we went to play L4D and i send the bus no. the iris no. didnt reply... and i told yanyu they all... they say normally is like tt de... den i went like ya sometimes... den i went home i think again... it cant be so slow right?

i restarted my phone and den all my sms flooded in.. i saw carol's sms... and all the others... lol i am i am up against something... however i dun understand why god is putting me through this test... am i up for it? god you got to help me alright?

God in my life

2009-11-27T22:16:00.003+08:00

This morning I breakdown... hahax my caregroup, minyi, yanyu and florence will know hahax... well seriously i think that hor when i breakdown is like so obvious can... ok so like next time must have some cover... i totally cant hide at all... :( bad bad

To all who are concerned :)
Sorry for making you all worry hahax :) seriously... Funny Ida thought i was angry w her... hahax... Ida i am not angry w you hahax...

Seriously god is still as real in my life as ever... hahax... actually this incident can say is snowball from yesterday Caregroup ba... hahax...

Yesterday during caregroup... the chairperson implement the new thing of being puntural for events etc... den dunno why suddenly i turn v bitter hahax... den i started rebelling... also dunno why.... which is v not like me.... but i didnt take it to heart for v long...

At night, was using to com to try to make ida sleep coz i dun wan her to be late for today's East A Training class... hahax... in the end i pei her until 3plus am.. cannot take it anymore...

Before i went to bed i set the alarm clock.. and guessed wad? when i put it on top of the table it fell off... and hit the ground... after that i checked again to make sure that the alarm is on and i place it back on to the table...

Morning arrives... I woke up to my horror its 9.25am... and i set the alarm clock at 8am... surely it cant be me that off the alarm... after that i grab my clothes and rush to the toliet on the way asking my mum whether did she off my alarm.. and she said must be i woke up and off it... and i went like cant be!... den i went to bathe... and my mum test out the alarm clock again... it worked! lol... but i am v certain that i didnt off the alarm...

I managed to get out of my house and reach tampines inter at 9.50am... logically is able to reach pavillion on time right? i went to the bus there... and i saw 19 and i doubt if it goes to 400plus... in the end i didnt take.. cause i call mabel and asked and she told me she dunno lol... i went like lol! you live at that area... when i sms yanyu... the 19 left... and den she joking say... in the sms... "first time come my house ah"... den she give the bus nos. behind and i saw 19... lol! actually can make it on time de lor...

10am... bus 38 came... i am late... i board the bus and sat down and mel's call came... i answered the phone... and wad v bu gan xin... cause actually can be early de lor... my heart started to ache and i wanted to cry... ON THE BUS!!..but i ren... when i reached the pavilion... Shixuan said "wahh you so early sia" and carin read the time 10.11am... i was like orh... actually i wont have bother me much so i went like orh... and i walk away cause it feels like they just rub salt on my wound... and i was alr going to cry... actually even if they dun say anything i was alr going to cry le so it doesnt matter...

i went away alone... obviously mel who is my mfl, minyi who is my ex shepherd, sirui like playing w mel stop playing... and mabel who is like close to me realised... also does ida... cause ida thought i angry w her so of coz she will realise... aiya like everyone there realised you know... aiya simply summarise it is that I AM TOTALLY NOT MYSELF... thats it...

i didnt bring my phone so they couldnt contact me and got worried... well i was crying w myself for awhile... i was crying to God like why so unfair and like why am i late la... ming ming is can early de lor... like so gu yi wanna make me late why?... but no ans...

i calm down my heart alittle... i went back... i check my phone.. and minyi ask me "are you alright?"... i can feel them looking at me... den i went away again... this time melissa came after me... i dun think its v nice to cry in front of everyone... not say to hold my pride la... but its v funny to let everyone see u crying den they willl keep asking... i rather let as little ppl know as possible hahax...

Melissa talked to me... i get v upset and talk back at her again... mann i am rebellious... den i started crying... well not the first time she sees me cry... she actually continued talking but i told her to leave me alone... which is just "mouth hard" in chinese... thank god she didnt love you lots mel... she sat at one side... after i calm down... she told me wad the holy spirit prom her to say...

"the alarm clock didnt ring in the morning, and didnt know the bus can come... all this is not within your control la but its like maybe yesterday all those things i rebell maybe becoz of my pride... etc etc" somehow i am reminded ya.. hahax...maybe it is...

later the leaders came (Yanyu, Jeslin and Flo)... and they are preparing for teaching or QT worship and QT leading... Yanyu asked mel why is she sitting there... and she walk nearer she saw me... hahax i saw the shock on her face and i nearly wanna laugh hahax... welll its not her first time seeing this too... hahax... den florence come and saw too... its not her first time too... hahax... I am not sure if Jeslin knew i was there until like we are starting QT but somehow she know someone is there ba... her guitar playing scared me... hahax... coz she was playing v soft at first den suddenly she play v loud at the next note den i jumped...

Yanyu and Jes was preparing for worship during QT... and they were singing this song... O how i long... when i heard that song i started crying again hahax... u see how the song goes and you will know why hahax... some part that struck me...

O HOW I LONG
to your sanctuary i will come
to this place you call me i will run
i lay it all behind my selfishness my pride
i lay it all aside for this is my heart's cry

O how i long to come
into your holy place
to behold the lamb and bow
before your throne of grace
O how i long
O how i long to see you face to face

well at least i was calm down during QT and god reminded something that i asked him to do... during camp yanyu told me about my pride issue hahax... den i told god this... "break my pride from time to time"... wow god kept his promise... it has almost been 6months since camp... this is the first time god break my pride :)...but seriously its painful but i believe that this is something that i can grow in hahax... in the end god is still so real in my life... hahax god love you lots even this kind of things happened... hahax

Painful yet refreshing thank you god :)... after i restored myself w god... i offered my house for EastA Training hahax... hope it was fun for everyone... EastA training sing de worship hahax... some lines struck me too :)

MAKE A DIFFERENCE
wont you lord, take a look at our hands
everything we have use it for your plans
wont you lord, take a look at our hearts
mould it, refine it, as you set us apart

I will run to the altar and catch the fire
to stand in the gap between the living and the dead
give us a heart of compassion
for a world w/o vision
we will make a difference
bring hope to our land

using we dun sing the bridge hahax... bridge
we will ans the call
to build this church w/o wall
let your glory be shown
bring the salvation to the lost
bring the salvation to the lost

After that went i told my dad i going out for dinner... i was blessed by him... he gave me $10 :)... its also a blessing in a wierd day :) hahax...

god spoke alot today :) thank god for him :) love him lots... in the end God is still so real hahax Amen :)

God's testing and trials today...

2009-11-25T21:36:00.006+08:00

Today... I went for work in the morning and have to wake up like 6am... was like totally tired la... i didnt slept alot for the days before... and the effects is like snowballing all to today... and now my head seriously hurts...

ok we sat the bus 88 from pasir ris all the way to ang mo kio... far... seriously...and all of us is tired... and thanks to melissa hahax..she chose a seat that onli she can sleep... hahax... den both and carin have a really hard time to sleep... so in the end we didnt sleep at all on the bus ride... and Melissa was like saying i slept 30mins on the bus onli... and both me and carin was like we didnt even get to sleep at all...

ok so that start the work... hahax... Each of us is suppose to do 6blks... hahax... and Melissa? she gave up after the 3rd blk so that was like lols can? hahax... Seriously today is tough... god like tested me in alot of things... God really test me on my perseverence, compassion and wadever...

I finished my own 6 blks myself and in total gave out 1000 flyer today...On the 3rd blk... i got a blk w 260 units... when i reach that blk there were many elderly below the blk... i wonder why... den i start giving out and i just like stunned when i first took the lift up to the top floor... this scene greeted me...

You thought you went into some Jack Neo's movie? Ya i totally think the same as you all...

I started giving out the flyers... i walk pass houses... its all 1 room flats... most of them are elderlys.. seriously i cant imagine myself living in there... some of the house was in a mess others didnt even bother to have locks...

It reminded me that while we are like going for branded stuff... and the good brands... this ppl are trying their hardest to survive their everyday... which like none of us ever bother about... i really dun feel like giving out the flyers here... but i have to... i am paid to give out... becoz one of it is like property agent asking for flats sellers... another one for changing of doors... seriously will they even have money... they wont be living here... some even need ppl to feed them... they cant even meet their daily needs... i even hear ppl crying in the houses... i met young ppl in the lower part of the blk... and the guy got tatoo on him and he is talking to his mum... i am like?!?! you can work and treat your mum better right.. and you got no money to get a better living you got money to go and make tatoo... another one is a girl... she is going out w her bf and she asked her dad for money... and he just gave her a few coins... and the dad cough(means he is sick) when i walk pass.... she also have tatoos on her... lol... this is seriously saddening... those young ppl should reflect mann... and i really mean REFLECT!!

my heart wanna break... and i remember a song w sing in church...

The power of your name...

Verse 1:

surely children where not made for the street

and fathers were not made to leave

surely this isnt how is should be

let your kingdom come

surely nations were not made for war

or the broken meant to be ignored

surely this cant be wad you saw

let your kingdom come

Here in my heart

Verse 2:

surely life wasnt meant to regret
and the lost were not made to forget
surely faith without action is dead
let your kingdom come
Lord break this heart

Chorus:

i will live to carry your compression

to love the world thats broken

to be your hands and feet

i will give with the life i am given

to go beyond religion

to see the world be changed

With the power of your name

surely life wasnt meant to regret

and the lost were not made to forget

surely faith without action is dead

let your kingdom come

Lord break this heart

Bridge:

Jesus your name

is the shelter for the hurting

and your name is refuge for the weak

onli your name can redeem undeserving

Jesus your name holds everything i need

Seriously... i think Ang Mo Kio is a tired old town.. its happy but sad... the ppl there are contected w their life...they never ask more... but its really saddening to see this kind of scene

i really dunno wad to say... i give out 6 blks onli but i see around 10 this kind of things... i really v sad lor... Loan sharks and HDB... lol i really dunno wad to say...

On my 4th blk half way... i suddenly jiao ran hahax... so i decided to rest and eat ice cream hehe...the ice cream didnt help much but yup it really was good to eat something cooling hahax... i rest further... i was sitting under the void deck the one w the table... i lean on the table and i suddenly drift off to sleep h

ahax... den i wake myself up and decided to continue w the blk... after i finish the blk and went on to the 5th... my leg is still aching and when i was half way... melissa called me and said that she that she and carin is resting... and i was like ok... she said she onli done 3 blks and she is giving up lol... Carin helpped her w one of her blk... i was like why nobody help me...it was seriously demoralising and i really dun have the motivation to finish becoz they are like resting can?... and like havent eat lunch hahax...

after i finish the 5th block i say i will join them for awhile... and i walk from blk 215 to 211... u think its near? NO... its like so f

ar can? but still i went there... i brought a few things to eat and the boss say that we have to finish 3 more blks... so yup... and carin and melissa who was alr eatting cup noodle there finish eatting first hahax... and they were like we go and do the blks first and i was like never wait for me... lol... thank god for Devilfac(maple name) for doing a blk for me... but i dunno wad to do w his money... anyway... yup...

so in the end i finish all my 6 blks... yay i presevered... WAY to god... god must have helpped me... and seriously that flyers in my bag at the start was like heavy... imagine 3000 flyers in your bag... heavy! I pulled through too... after this u think is the end of my day? NO... hahax god so mean...

we went to amk hub to rest... and we are suppose to have 1 more time to work before getting out pay de...den the boss say... we can get paid le... and we were like YAY!!!... ok i didnt know how much i will get so i was like any amount u know... coz i didnt count... and so carin is back w the money hahax... and she gave me $61.70 lol... so thats how much i earned in 3 days... not bad ah? hahax... but got like $12.50 belongs to Mabel so i onli earn around $49 hahax..but i think its not bad lei hahax.... i was like yay got my pay...Praise God... so wad should i do? i decide to bank it first...

Feeling tired... carin ask me to ans a call from ShiXuan... dunno why i suddenly become v fierce and most likely becoz my brain switc

h off le ba...

On the bus back... i was like half asleep and i was like smsing ppl... so i was like half dead... i sms half way and i fell asleep and woke up feeling blur blur... den i reply ppl... lol i am mixed up everyone's sms content lol... cant stand myself... i switched bus and...

and guess wad... my friend that ask me for lobang for maple mesos yesterday to settle things w the opposite party... i managed to assu

re the guy... and i tot thats the end...and i can like go eat and celebrate w my parents den go home and sleep...

who knows before i was about to go home... my friend called again.. lol asking me to help her bank transfer money and i was like can i do it tml... i am beat... i hop on the bus... and den i asked the guy why so mafan and so blah blah he say he going overseas and need the money etc... i was like fine... actually it is suppose to be $22 and my friend up the price until $40 and i was like ok!?!?... there goes my pay hahax... so i just walk to my house nearby the community centre and transfer money... irritating... hahax but

i am like god! thats like my money can? wadever la... God really test me greatly lor...

When i was walking home... when i looked from the 1st floor my door was locked means my parents are not back yet... and den... i think too tired den i walk up... i think my mum just came back and see into the door nobody and den i took out my key... and guess wad it drop onto the floor, and around too dark so i cant see... and i press the doorbell and thank God my mum come and open the door for me... and seriously

today can say is crap but hahax... but i really thank god for all the feelings... thoughts etc... thank god for everything that happened

and i am like seriously going to sleep so i shall go and sleep goodnight everyone...

and some random pics at AMK

About my life

2009-11-25T21:12:00.002+08:00

Tuesday...
Went for morning devotions... after that we went to expo and EastA2 ppl go for their CG hahax... heard again that our CareGroup next time will be changing to LifeGroup... den we become LG... lol Lifes Good...hahax...

At Expo... that day got food fair... and of coz we ate... Mabel treat me to Chicken Mushroom pie... thanks Mabel hehe... i still ate like Nasi Lemka(dunno how spell), soft drink ice stick?... and also otah hahax...other brought like thai shark fin and katong laska?.. hahax had fun...

Den after that we when to John Little Sales hahax... i brought alot of things and onli i brought something... i brought myself a pair of slippers coz my old one going to break le hahax... and other ppl's christmas present... and sorry ah... i am on tight budget too :) hehe...

Wednesday... today
Today is like a big struggle to wake up in the morning so that can go to work... we are like suppose to meet at 7am.. means have to wake up at 6am... and the sun is not even up :(... Seriously the day is like god's testing la... i shall talk about it in detail in the next post...

Updates

2009-11-23T22:56:00.003+08:00

Last friday...
we have mit6 meeting hahax...and thank god for sirui and ida for the food :)... they cooked hush brown and hotdogs for the mit 6 cool :) and i eat until so full that i skipped dinner :) thank god for them... and cheng's teaching is like 3 pages but it took 2h plus hahax... whereas florence who prepared wad she wan to say like 8pages and teach us... it took a shorter time hahax... but still thank god for all of them hehe and for yushan and florence for leading us into worship hehe...

Saturday...
wow..Micheal peach today... funny that some ppl dun understand wad he is speaking hahax... but i remember being in their shoes last time hahax... anyway my mum told me to come home early in the end i didnt!!! i still go out to play lan w Yanyu, Jeslin, Mabel and Ida... actually plan to play L4D2 de but den no space so in the end cant... so we play counterstruck instead hahax... we so long didnt play until like forgot how to play hahax... and we caught the last 65 bus and sat all the way back to tampines interchange hahax... Jeslin went to Germ house to overnight so i walked w her.. and Mabel w Yanyu... had fun w god's community hehe...

Sunday...
Normally my sunday will be a slack day of the week but today is diff hahax... i got guitar class :) and after that i went for mass shepherding hehe... with yanyu and her sheep(s).. irene koh didnt come sad... i wanted to play w her de hahax... in the end is Yanyu, Sirui, Melissa and me :)... we had fun :) cooking pasta, crabstick and chicken wings... love my shepherd and sheepmates.. but seriously is like fattening coz my sheepmates are like good cooks hahax... really enjoyed myself hehe... and we play monopoly deal and also game of life...

After that i went to my cousin bbq at harbourfront... kept on feeling his pastor staring at me but nah... hack care :) my female cousin also got go hehe... we chat... really long time no see each other lor hahax...yup and we talk about church and debate over some bible facts too... and we settled tt we wont decuss that anymore yup so we keep it at tt :)

MONDAY...today
went out to evax to know new ppl... really thank god cause the prayer i made that they will wow me... and serious they impressed me alot... hahax all the ppl i evax on are all p6 and sec1 and they are super responsive hahax... really glad that god gave me this harvest today hahax... enjoy it and i hit my goal or 10 ppl :) and they are all interesting and open ppl :) yup :) hope they join our church hehe... jiayouing for god :) hehe

Updates

2009-11-19T23:48:00.001+08:00

Hehe this week has almost passed hehe... things are fun and not so fun but surely god is w me... hahax....

Monday..
i spent the whole day on almost my primary school friends... totally cant see god in the picture hahax... but of coz god was there hahax... firstly i went back to my pri school to find my primary school friend for cca... maybe its a good time to make friends with the younger kids hahax... wadever! hahax... but i was in school for onli an hour den i have to rush to my another pri school friend birthday party

hahax didnt know anyone at her party but its like so de... hahax... we diff school ma of coz diff friends lor hehe... yup and its call her birthday party for a reason ya hahax... anyway happy 16th birthday hehe...

Tuesday...
went to pavilion for morning QT and went to eat w EastA2/3 ppl..and EastA1 go for movie marathon... again EastA1 hahax wadever hahax... in the end i need to buy some thing for card decoration at plaza singapoura and in the end... Mabel, Melissa, Jasmin and Carin pei me go to Plaza Singapura hahax... den after i brought and ate KFC again hahax we went down to Illuma hahax... hahax joke we went to play the UFO catchers and aracade hahax... spent alot of money hahax... buts its fun and we enjoy ourselves hehe...

den went back to Tampines and i brought my sport shoe finally hahax... a v good one nice and white hahax.... love it thanks for helpping choose Mabel hahax...

Wednesday...
Suddenly cant remember wad i do yesterday... hm.... oh ya... i went to work at Boon Lay... far far... today is another flyer job hahax but the place is at Boon Lay...but carin need to go off early so we ended early hehe.... so we ended our job at around 1pm? early hahax... so we went to jurong point to shop... first time went there so hahax was really amazed by it... becoz it like so big hahax and there are like so many shop can? hahax... ok la me and Melissa shop for quite long and den we sat down and talk and den went home hehe...

to be more correct is melissa come my house... we ate cup noodles for teabreak hahax... actually wanted to do card den didnt have paint anymore lazy go buy so we slack at my house hahax...

Today...
today is Caregroup day... i had fun hahax... lead chair w ShiXuan hahax... prepare the codes and Mabel decode them all hahax... the funny thing is Melissa and Carin's facial expressions... they look so blur becoz they dunno how and wad to do hahax... today morning QT and the worship song is the same song hahax... and both the guitarist is Melissa hahax... and the song is My Heart, Your Home... i love the song...

anyways after CG Melissa, Sirui and Carin left... we stay at ShiXuan's house and play board game... firstly Aeroplane chess and den Monopoly hahax... anyways its really tiring... we played Monopoly for like 2h... lol really die... and in the end... Me, Shixuan and Mabel gang up against Ida... becoz she brought the whole lane and that like is irritating coz its like she alot of money hahax... in the end... she still win... btw she really no mercy de la... she make Shixuan bankrupt until v bad... but i manage to make her pay back some money to me... but i really think is god lor... coz i always so heng didnt really step on her property hahax... Mabel give up half way cause she not feeling well...
in the end...
I go 6298dollars
and ida got like 11492 crap lor she
but we had fun hahax... yup and we enjoy each other company :) yup goodnight

thinking...

2009-11-16T12:34:00.002+08:00

I am thinking...

whether should i cut short hair?

whether should i change my blog to wordpress?... coz blogger giving me alot of problems....

God answered my prayer :)

2009-11-16T12:12:00.003+08:00

Saturday during service... God answered my question about what is really going to motivate me to continue serving for his kingdom and god's answer to me is his people... what i really cant put down for god is his ppl... so yup i will continue to serve god's kingdom w this burden :)

yesterday hahax went out w mabel, carin and irene to bugis and we met Joey there... hehe... didnt managed to buy my own stuff but at least i got my friend's present... yup thats is like most important coz today is going her party hahax... yesterday discuss alot of stuff w mabel and carin... i repent if its like gossiping but i hope its not... its time for a change in EastA and we can do it... roar! hahax...

yesterday i flap through my sermon that i took and my QT book that belongs to 2 years ago... hahax... i smile but also quite sad... hahax cause the me last time is like so childlike... i tell god everything... i mean everything... wad happened i think god... wadever that is not answered i will keep writing it down in prayer... no matter how long it will take i will still write and write... those things i want pray is always on my mind... my burden for ppl and everything is like so obvious... and wads more haha... small things i thank god... i really wish i stilll have that spirit in me... and wanting to know god more and read his word... believing in him in all things...the eagerness to learn and the heart of excitment.... i think i willhave to seek god for it again :)

This week

2009-11-14T00:43:00.004+08:00

today is like 2 days after my o levels... but this week felt v long... it seems like i have been partying all the way hahax for the week.. and friday close the weekday for this week... thursday and friday my days are spent really longly hahax.. coz many activities...

today i went to do flyer job in the morning all the way until 5pm want to die sia hahax... work w Carin, Mabel, Minyi and Melissa... and now my left elbow there aching coz i think carry too much flyer hahax...so does my leg... I still think of wad to do w it hahax... but yup all things is nice....

after that me, mel and minyi ran to tp for meeting... mit 6... but seriously i wonder to god am i really up to it... Cheng says will reconsider those who are inside... suddenly i blank... i have no faith that i will continue to stay there... if i drop out.. will i be sad? will i get over it?... seriously i dunno wads my heart attitude but this is bad... god you must give me my motivitation to serve lei... coz now i dun... god convict me w your power.. and thats the onli way around... plz god... so tell me...

CG today

2009-11-12T22:12:00.002+08:00

today is caregroup day seriously i enjoyed myself lots lots...

first is our CG went bowling...
hahax... 6 of us bowled...
some of us write name on the screen sorry forgot stephaine de le
first person is stephaine
follow by melissa (baogong)
mabel (Lebam)
shixuan(Ms Dumb/Dumb)
Ida(Tuda)
ME(sc)

hahax we played 2 rounds in total and guess wad... the first round i got 30 points hahax clap clap... hahax its ok... totally CMI hahax... my ball keep on going into the drain hahax... it was really funny la... after that the second round guess wad i got 104.... can see the difference hahax... great great improvement lei haahx...i really happy lor :) cause starting i am like 30 which is like pathetic hahax... but in the end yay... for the second round... and plus i really happy Clare came down and join us... happy happy :) thanks for coming down mann...

hahax... next we went to Yanyu's workplace nearby to meet her to go and eat dinner... so sweet hor us :)... we went to eat zi cha... mann the food was good and i am bloated hahax... we really eat like family lor... i serve you you serve me that kind hahax... we sit one round table and talk all those hahax... seriously feel v family wor... EA3 v family lei :)

actually wanna go geylang cause carin wants to see things but in the end didnt cause dunno how to go hahax... but maybe next time we will go ya :) EA3 rocks and so rock on :) influence others out there w our influence :) let god's glory shine through us :) love you all lots :) see ya around :)

hehe i going to play maple le :) later tml i still have to go work and maybe even go meeting :) i am loving things around hahax :)

End of Examinations

2009-11-12T10:22:00.002+08:00

Hi everyone! i am free!!!! hahax i have finished my o levels yesterday... sorry for those who still having exams on today, tml and next monday... hehe...

ppl say when you finish your o level you will feel like you dunno wad to do because you study so hard until now like nothing to do... wrong! hahax... well maybe is because i didnt study v hard for it... hope i dun regrat it but oh well... over is over... finally!

hahax... i got so many things to do after exams that i really think that exam period better hahax... time i going so fast for me this holiday that i think that getting results will be a so fast thing... oh well dun worry that i wont be able to sleep the day before the result... because i always sleep hahax... even if tian ta xia lai i will still sleep hahax...

god bless everyone for their holidays :)

Close to an end

2009-11-09T11:43:00.002+08:00

Ok i am in partying mode already...
come on O level onli left chinese and science MCQ hahax...
not to be complacent or wad but yup alot of ppl are partying alr...
wadever...

last friday i went to watch my girlfriend is an agent... w Sherry,Yinan,Siqi and XingXuan... most watch i tell u its super funny... and today my church ppl sms down ask who wan go watch the same movie...hahax shall save money and not go and watch again...lalala...

i feel so enjoyed on friday haahx... after going watch movie... i went L4d w my church ppl :)... 8 of us... ShiXuan, Yanyu, Mabel, Cheryl, Jasmin, Yenping, Florence and me... my group is totally thrashed by another group...who ask they so strong hahax... no choice hahax

Saturday i stay at Orchard area until super late lor... fun fun :) we did alot of stuff... even took picture for PUMA lol... if win the picture will be up on PUMA orchard ion... lol...cant imagine but anyway no need worry becoz cant see my face haahx....

Sunday went to have class w Yanyu, Yushan and Irene.... Yanyu teaching us chinese... lol... and we keep laughing at our answer when Yanyu explain the meaning... more of laughing at Yushan's answer... anyways first time i read Yanyu's chinese essay... no wonder A1 so good lor... slimiar points is that we think the answers almost the same its the way how we write it out... hers ah...good! mine forget it hahax...

Today is monday :) and i dun plan to go out today :) yup yup... shall stay at home and play becoz after O level i dun have time to do so le... so far my schedule abit scary...

coming...
Thursday-CG(bowling)
Friday-Class Sand Castle Building (maybe), Mass shepherding w Yanyu(first time^^)(maybe)
Saturday-Church
Sunday-most likely going swimming w Joleen, den i will do something else
Monday-ZhouTian's birthday party
Tuesday-maybe going w ChingRong find Prom dress? hahax plz look nice hahax

O levels so far

2009-11-04T11:20:00.002+08:00

Hi hi everyone i havent been blogging for like weeks yup and here i wan to update about some 'O' level things yup...

somethings that i really wanna thank god for...
firstly almost of all the subject that i studied... like specific topics all came out... and its something that i really wanna thank god for cause it like the whole book is like so big topic but i manage to study things that are coming out like... which topic i read for very long in the end come out for major section...

God bring me through all my papers yay... almost some may not be very good but yup i still do my best... hope god will continue to bless me for the rest of my paper....

first papers that are completed... got English.. Amaths... Emaths... SS/Geog today :)

Papers that are coming... Literature, Chinese and Sc paper 1... End of O levels i am coming... go go go... i am looking forward to playing L4D and all the other things w ppl :)

maple

2009-10-22T21:13:00.002+08:00

hahax maple are growing in numbers among the EastA
which is a good and bad thing :)

hahax got some new members...

Sirui
and alot more sorry i forgot to the rest... hahax.. hope we bond more :) hopefully it can become a effective evax tool and a bonding tool :) hahax

Exams

2009-10-22T21:06:00.003+08:00

hahax today is o level exam practical hahax... and guess wad? hahax i was late for reporting time...

well well becoz i overslept... actually i woke up already... but dunno fell alsleep at 9plus again hahax

until 11.03 den i woke up but really thank god that i woke up before the paper started if not i will be in deep trouble hahax... really wana thank those that are worried for me and thank god haha... plus also wanna thank god for my dad... hahax he drive me to school... so nice hahax

thank god for him too

my classmates and Mrs Tan :) really wanna thank them hahax

and guess wad i burnt my hand again lol... no potential to become a chemsity person hahax... always burn my hand in practicals hahax.. many things happened but really wanna thank god for them all....

to all ppl who cared love you all lots :)

Maple new updates

2009-10-13T16:58:00.001+08:00

Welcome new member to Maple

Jazryll-Bandit

:)

I wonder...

2009-10-09T19:21:00.002+08:00

I wonder...

People wants other to listen to themselves so much...
But why people themselves are unwilling to listen to others?

Others want people to affirm them...
But they themselves doesnt affirm people?

People think others do not care..
But do they care for others?

People who thinks and claim that they are popular...
But will they be ever label popular by others?

People doesnt like to feel left out...
But why people always outcast others?

People who listens seldom get listened
People who affirm seldom get affirmed
People who care seldom get cared
People who are popular will never claim are seldom popular
People who try to fit in are often people who are lonely

Why?
This things are so common that television shows can show it out... but ppl watch.. agree with it and move on... nobody bothers about changing and some even dun realise it...haiz.. is god going to let me know how? i am tired of seeing all this and listening... goodnight

MapleStory

2009-10-04T18:44:00.005+08:00

Ok i receive this from god cause i asked for it... last CG my CG came my house for caregroup... but i was playing maple when they came... so it RarRar everyone to play it together... cause we are a gamer group :)... and wads is that game... its Maple....

Alright i was praying yesterday... because our caregroup people have being playing it alot and i am worried that it may affect their results... so i prayed to god and ask him whether he wanted us to stop... and the ans? no!?

Surprised by the answer? so am I...

ok and i recall that we wanted to create a guild to fill all the Yhope ppl in... I got this idea that we should all play diff characters of diff jobs... and this when i was praying stuck me... i said this out of fun... but god show me that it has a meaning... why would i suddenly suggest that all of a sudden... because in the KOG its the same... people come in w diff background(diff jobs)... with diff abilities(diff skills)... and they all come together to form a group(guild)... each one with its own parts to play... w its diff abilities to contibute to the group...

We play together and train together... and strive for each other to be higher than another... wanting to better the person that has the highest level... and wanting to stand at the peak... shouldnt be serving god the same? we, as a group, should spur each other on and encourage each other to going to grow towards god... like how we are leveling... this is all god's plan

Maple is also a tool to connect and bond the cg... our group many ppl are always busy and didnt have the time to go out... playing a common game will give us a common topic, and bond us more... because of quaility time spent together playing... even through its online but ya... we still chat ya?

Furthermore Maple is friendly game...people come online to play maple to know friends unlike L4D which is more of killing and have a limited no. of ppl allowed to played in a game... and this game is also accessible from home... so people need no spent money after service to go and play games like L4D... which not the whole group play and we do not really chat alot...

God also told me that it can be a tool to connect our friends from our lives who dun wan to come out to know ppl from our church... as we will be playing online ya? :) When they know us online they will have topic to talk to us about in church so they wont be left out :)

As this game influence is starting to spread to the other caregroups in our unit... i pray that it will be a tool that bonds the whole EastA like never before :) so plz do join us :) Everyone is welcome :) Do get your non-believer friends to join us too :)

current players and job taken....

Mabel-Gunslinger
Ida-Nightwalker
ShiXuan-FlameWiz
ShihChing-CrossBowMan
Carin-Cleric
YenPing-BowMan
Jasmin-Fire/Poison Wiz
PeiWen(my classmate)-Ice/Lighting Wiz

2/10/09

2009-10-04T18:22:00.002+08:00

2/10/09

OK this morning i was marked as late.... well well stupid SBS is always going out at diff timing always make me late for school... this year is the 3rd time already so angry... anyways... i am not so worried about being late... but i have got my prelim paper and my last paper... crap...

and another thing is that everyone have exam today... so the teacher have to take name one by one and make us run around the parade ground 3 rounds dotz... anyway yup i ran... and we chiong up for the physics paper... of course we were late... about 10 mins i guess...

ok so the 1h and 15mins paper was shorten until 1h and 5 mins.... i went in and chiong the paper... but wad i really wanna thank god for is that i still manage to finish the paper... and whats more i feel like its ok lor de paper... but i come out of it realising that i have alot of careless mistakes but nevermind i wanna thank god for the whole incident :) (not the detention :) but i skipped hahax) anyway its a blessing ya :) so thank god for it? lol hahax

Oh mann...

2009-09-29T15:37:00.003+08:00

Oh mann... thats how i am feeling now...

people go for exams and when they get back their paper... they fail... they feel very sad right...

People go for exams and when they come out of it blank... they dunno how to do... they feel very irriated right...

People go for exams and when they forgot to do a question... they are feeling dumb right...

and that is what i am feeling now...

i did exams today... literature paper2 and amaths paper 2...

wrong guess if you said i forgot a question in amaths paper... the one i forgot is literature paper...

well done ShihChing hahax... this paper is gone for sure... becoz that is like 2 essay... 25/50 of the paper...

hahax even through i forgot to do... i will never pass this paper... but i wan thank god for being there for me even through i make such a boo boo...

I went to apolognize to my teacher for forgeting to do it... thank god she didnt scold me... however i still failed the paper... so there is a need for me to improve myself because i dunno where i stand...

Tough life... but my amaths paper was easier thanks to god's help but cant complacent my work or else tml's paper die anway yup yup... so still need to relax for the time being :)

What i am feeling now...

2009-09-27T18:40:00.002+08:00

O level is just a month away... ppl have started their revision but i am just not as fast... i am sitting here wait... for wad? i dunno... for something to happen maybe...

EA3... is w/o yanyu now... ya sure... yanyu is @ intenship now... she is getting salary wow!... wadever... EA3 is growing bit by bit... My burden for the group dunno wad to say... a group w god... ya... I wan make god proud... I wan make Yanyu proud... wad can i do to the group? Studies is like so far... i wonder if i fail my o level will i cry... most likely i will just stare at it and give my friends a weak smile... cause i know i didnt give my best... my heart is just not there... study is like such a foreign thing to me...

If onli i can change my o level result for the KOG to grow in number and in quaility i will... but of course my leaders are going to kill me... wadever the case... must chiong now.. because i make god a promise and i make a promise to my leaders too... that i will do well to glorify god...

So EA3 even w/o Yanyu we also must grow... continue affirming and caring for one another... study hard in the midist too... we say we will be leaders to lead other groups... leaders will have to serve ppl... care for ppl... so lets all jiayou... yay!!

Let make yanyu PROUD... make god SMILE... and see god MOVE :) and our group GROW... go EA3 :)

Updates again...

2009-09-27T13:40:00.005+08:00

Ok this whole week is like exam week yup so v boring however i still got things to really thank god for...

1st- i wan thank god for helping me to write finish a compo in 30 mins yup... cool? next

2nd- thank god for helping me write finish my chinese essays... although never fill in the blanks but i really thank god or else i dunno how to finish sia... i rush alot of things at the last 5 mins...

3rd-i very happy :) my ss wrote a few more lines of words... never finish again... hahax who cares but at least got more so yaya thank god

4th- also very happy this time i wrote more and finish a 8mark question which i normally i be left blank... although never finish but still must thank god for it...

next up something cool...

yesterday 26/9

we when to national library at bugis to study and after studying we went to Illuma? wadever la... anyways yup we when there to play hahax.. they say go there catch toy so i went along... didnt plan to play or wanted to get something for someone in the end i didnt... hahax but i so happy i helped someone caught something... and the big prize...

Cute cute? hahax... alot of things happen then we got it but seriously it was like god's plan la...

cause we managed to push the things back but it didnt drop we didnt want to play another more wanted to go home but when we go back the person is opening the thing to give it to another person... and we went like wad? because the toy didnt move an inch at all... so in the end the person give us the toy but the other party like not v happy so anything hahax...

but still glad that we got it

anyway this toy didnt come easy lor...

but i find it v significant cause it is filled w ppl wanting to help or bless ppl the heart... including mine hahax... i help her won it :) it feels accomplised... and mostly is ppl that we think about then we will bother to go and play such stuff ya? so really thank god for the incident... i learnt something yup yup :) thank god for using me too... Sirui also won an elmo puppet i guess hahax...

Updates

2009-09-20T17:44:00.004+08:00

17/9/09 Thursday

Met ShiXuan and Mabel out today after school... 4pm v late time wor :)... anyways yup my aim was to bless SX with a top... and create a better bond w the rest of my cg members yup :)...well things didnt go v smoothly...

At the start Mabel didnt wanted to come but she came anyway so must really thank god for her for coming down despite her tired-ness really thank god for you :) yup

and also wanna thank god for shixuan for blessing me w me file :) thanks for always meeting my needs :)

Things were alright at the start... until Mabel saw a addidas bag that she liked alot... den atmosphere turned abit dense... shouldnt say why... it got me so worried i went for a walk myself... and really pray to god cause i really dunno what to do... meant to be better le what if relationship turned for the worse... so i really need god's help...

after that things didnt really just turn ok like that... actually i told shixuan that is choosing clothes for me but she is not cooperating... so in the end just told her the truth and she chose yay... brought a guy's office top for her.. i brought one too... good :) so everyone brought something yay... at late the atmosphere was better thank god for it :)

18/9/09 Friday

Ok today got shepherding w yanyu yay!!!... ok informal shepherding... go massage... foot massage... tell you the truth... she like totally no feeling de la can... the person press how hard she also not pain one lor... but she did it alot of times le wad.... for me its the first time lor...and its painful :(... i think the workers had a great time looking at my expressions... dotz... anyway yup was fun :) and me and yanyu exchange updates about wads happening in out life yay... fun fun... thank god for the time spent :)

19/9/09 Saturday

Ok lala... yesterday got service and had a wonderful sermon again... so convinced hahax... anyways yup we play L4D again... and oh... i feel so slack all the sec 4 studying onli me went to play w the rest but i just cant stand it studying so hard... CAN"T STAND IT!! anyways yup we went back early to the east after that becoz i lazy walk back to centrepoint mac... so instead when to Sirui's house to slack hahax... first time see her new house... eh renovated... w Mabel, Jeslin, Joy, Carin and of course Sirui... yay stayed there until like 11plus... actually wanted to stay over de but my mum wanted me home so took 58 changed the last 34 bus and reach my house area at 12midnight wow... hahax...onli i left and the rest stayed over....

Wanna thank god for Jeslin in the midst of her sickness? (fever, and dunno wad pain) she cared for me... she sms iris for me to check if still got bus anot :) for 58 and even 34...really thank god for her :) Love you lots mann... and thank god that he is no longer sick yay :) Hahax... i bet you have seen me grown in christ and so have i seen you... yay so jiayou on your walk w god :)...

20/09/2009 Sunday
Today i am bored... slacking hahax actually suppose to study but yup :) will do :) ... yay yay... ok bye :)

Some updates of the weeks

2009-08-26T20:48:00.000+08:00

Of course in the week there sure are bad things and things to give thanks for to god... i should update about it

BAD THINGS
19/8-Chinese 'O' level result get B3 :(
20/8-English 'O' level oral didnt do very well cried
26/8-Prep exam results not v good

GOOD THINGS
18/8-Fasting managed to meet Carol!! yay!!
19/8-Chinese 'O' level oral get Distinction
20/8-when I cried for English oral, I saw a group of friends worried for me... thank god
for them
21/8-Fasting managed to meet Amanda!! Yay!!
26/8-Prayer for rain answered by god and yay no need run
26/8-Thinking of extenting fast... god bless me $10...found on the floor :)
26/8-My friends are closer to salvation :)

Actually god has been working wonders... its for us to notice or not :)... so i want to thank god for all the prayers he had answered and i look forward to more of his blessing...hope i become a blessing to my friends around me too :) bye :)

MIT 6

2009-08-16T15:27:00.000+08:00

Yesterday we finally had a mit 6 meeting after like dunno how long ago hahax... it really refresh my memory of having been in this privilege group hahax...ok so we had meeting from 7pm to 10pm wow...

seriously god is so real mann....we had a super long worship and god spoke to me personally :) cool.. furthermore later Cheng ask the CLs to pray for every single one of us... so good ya? and seriously god used Florence to speak to me great time...go so many points until i forgot hahax... but later i remembered a few hahax... but just to tell all those out there God is real so quickly come and know him hahax... experience him for yourself hahax!!!

Updates and Testi

2009-08-12T22:19:00.000+08:00

Ok... i am here to blog again... abit of update....
i am fasting since yesterday 11/8
Currently going to fast for 3 weeks until 29/8
-fasting from ice cream and coloured drinks
-fasting everyday from solid food 1pm to 6pm
Hoping to seek god for solution and see god move in my follow-uppie's and sheep's life... come on i cant wait for god to move :)

Anyways i got a testimony to share

ok actually today i got prep examination for english paper 2 and science(chem)
i didn't study for chem yesterday night but was at Jeslin's house all the way until 9pm... ok i know that was late... but i was on the bus and had the gut instinct that she is sick (but i think is god tell me one)...cuz mon trip to pasir ris park she not feeling well...
she was surprised that i knew that she was sick too hahax... anyways yup so go and kan bing... but stay there a little longer and catch up w her? dunno la but Mabel were there too... back to the testi

Obviously if i am at Jes house until 9pm i wouldnt came home and study right? so i went to school with an empty brain for exams... Normal lessons from the morning until 11.20am... since maths teacher didnt come... i got free 2 periods to study but didnt really go in much... after which was god blessed had chemistry class but tired until keep on falling asleep until cant keep up w the teacher's revision... anyways

EL p2 first... well normally i will be sweating like crazy and panicing how to do... but this time i really seriously ask god to lead me through the paper... it wasn't as tough as i thought... maybe i would even get good grades for this paper... i am looking forward to getting it back ok... next one...

Before the start of chem paper i got around 1h break... means can study abit... however still nothing can go in... SiQi wants to repeat wad she studied and so i allow her to repeat cuz i audio learner so i hope that some things will knock into my head when she repeat and repeat...

So it was time to go up to the class to have the exam and then we come across the iron furence thingy... then there are steps and i thought it was important... so SiQi repeated the steps 4 times... not all knock into my head but when i did the paper some did hahax...

There was also QA question... just before the exam i look through it hoping i can remember the colours and the colourless... and wadever... i was trying to remember... den i was trying to remember it by boxes... den i forgot add NO3 and BaNO3 den turn white one is... but before the exam starts i remembered and told XingXuan also but dunno she got catch it anot...

Everything was like so on the spot on the question... those that need to remember god helped me to... throughout all the questions answers just 'pop' out from my brain... didn't think twice alot... so must really thank god for leading me through today's examination...

looking forward to experience more of you...

07/08/09

2009-08-09T16:52:00.000+08:00

ok its National Day today but i want to blog about things 2 days back hahax and hahax... i am back... sorry sorry for not blogging so long... hehe

anyways on the 07/08/09 all school are holding national day celebration if you dunno hahax...
ok so on that day i end school at supposely 10.30am but in the end around 11.30 instead... however i do not have any plans that day expect having dinner w my old Easta1 CG members... mann miss them so much... anyways yup that was suppose to be the plan...

However god plan my day for me and i think it rocks cause everything fall in place so nicely hahax...
i was wondering where to go after school than i saw Sheramine tang and Shermaine sim going the same direction too so i went w them... of course they were going home... then on the way catch up with shermaine tang... havent talk to her for very long le... anyways... drink bubble tea, talk and walk... so time pass until 12.30

i went up the bus because shermaine insisted... cause she wanna go home... den on the bus i met sherry tang... small world huh? anyway she told me on the way that she was going to her cousin's house and that ChingRong, Cassandra they all going airport to study... WOW? Actually i dunno anything... then she called her cousin... her cousin told her that she/he at the airport... so in the end still going to airport...

drop at TPJC the stop and cross the bridge to the opposite busstop thats when ChingRong they all call Sherry to say that they saw her and they are at the busstop we were heading towards...actually i still dunno should go home anot but i think i should accompany Sherry to take 34 to airport den head back home... i was thinking also if can meet until YingYing anot... in the end i didnt...

Met ChingRong and Yinan at the bus stop and took 34 to airport... On the way SiQi called telling CR she want to go her house to pass her her things... and CR told SQ that they are going airport to study... so in the end SQ came down too....

Sherry, Yinan, CR and me... went to eat... but they all eat things before they left their house... Of course i didnt eat any... so when they eat... they cant finish... they make me eat their food hahax... so they settled my lunch for me... oh yes and SQ joined us half way... we were both stuff w food... Even through she ate too...

After we finished... Cassandra, Valerie and PeiWen turned up... we studied at the like a bubble tea shop dunno wad is it called... then when we were about to start Shirlene pop out w her friends... lol... so heng... so we say that 4plus i need to go home and change before going for the dinner... in the end she accompanied me to go home yay... hahax... studied for 2h and then i say bye to my friends... cool first time went out to study w them...

anyway ltr Shirlene went home w me... and i bathe and change and took the presents out w me... she kept on rushing me and in the end we are late according to the time but others were even later than us so we are considered early? anyways yup this day was plan out so nicely that it seems impossible to plan it by hand... so thank god for his wonderful plan... where the person suppose to be and wad is going to happen is already in god's plan long long ago....

My 2nd spiritual birthday

2009-07-07T23:22:00.002+08:00

wow i turned 2 years old :)... it had been great knowing god for 2 years...
he had been a good friend and a good father to me...

today many ppl wish me... Jeslin's sms touched me hahax... Owwww... anyways... other wished me too and yup i am spending the day w god yup yup so bye :)

i wanna thank everyone who remembered my spiritual birthday :) love you all lots :)... see you all soon

New Sides...

2009-06-28T14:43:00.003+08:00

Seriously i am amazed by my parents some times... some ppl say my parents very 'hip'... i never go and think about it but suddenly a few days ago i was shocked by not 1 but both my parents hahax... cause i saw them in different light... and i think they are really cool hahax...

For my mum...
she went China for a week...yup and when she came back hahax... i didnt notice until minyi they all that time come to my house to study which is the following day when she came back... the funny thing... when i very hungry and my mum helped me to cook instant noodles those in cups one... when i go out to eat for a while and left minyi and joy in my bedroom... hahax my mum start talking about her china trip... I can tell that she was really excited hahax... she said they took a VIP pass wherever because my cousin is like a MP in China, minister of foreign affairs i think... than they get to visit air, sea and land forces in china and all... she was all excited to tell me things... since i am eating so i listened... and chat back abit and become abit excited over the facts...

throughout the whole conversation her eyes was shining and i suddenly see my mum like a child... a child that is so excited to tell us what she has just done or see... i suddenly see my mum's child-likeness.. and i suddenly thought do we really pay attention to wad our parents say?

Sometimes they would like to share things w us... its as simple as that... they just want us to listen to them... but do kids always listen... most likely not... do we listen to our parents... its just a simple meal and my mum was trying to tell it all along... It just strike me... why couldnt i have took time off to listen to her? we get excited at things and want ppl to listen to us... our parents are human too... they also get excited at times and wanted ppl to listen to them... are we doing it? are we been open and a channel for our parents to speak to us and let them know that we are always there for them when they need a listening ear? yup that is who we should be...

For my Dad...
I was going for my morning devotion on friday morning... I was late but when i was about to leave the house i heard my dad talking to a client... in malay?!?! and he's not v fluent... but at least the other party can understand what he was talking and i went like eh?

how many language does he know sia... I really think those who know how to speak alot of languages is very cool sia... but my parents been so close they are able to speak so many... have i ever took time out to learn from them... may it be hokkian or wadever...

is that why singapore's culture is dying... coz kids nowadays dun spend alot of time w their parents learning all this languages when they are young... which is why they dun pick them up so easily... thats why singapore's culture is dying and is going missing... i never really thought of things this way... i really dun wan to lose my roots... I just wonder... everyone in the world is like the same den? wad is the use of having photocopies and photocopies of the same human... i rather be unique... be myself... so i want do things differently :)

Really wanna thank god for giving such wonderful parents... hope they will be saved soon :)

New Challenges...

2009-06-28T14:35:00.002+08:00

Ok hehe i just watched an anime on Friday and i have finished it by today... and its K-on... and i think its super cool can... the girls group... inspired... maybe i should become like that cool... rock band...

Anyways yup i write new challenges its something that i will rather not do.... haiz...

Fasting...

Melissa asked who is with her to fast for a month... she fast on everyday lunch... and i told her that fasting lunch doesn't work for me... and i told her i would fast from something long term one and asked her for suggestion and guess wad i just drown myself... she suggest that i should fast from anime and comics for a month... that is something that i can choose to pass... haiz... since promised i will do it... anyways i want to see god move in my group also... i think its more worth it to let your group grow than sacrificing on anime and comics... so i just pray god that you will bless my group... this is gonna to be painful :(

i am starting my fast on july 1st... means my spiritual birthday must also fast... blah blah... but nvm go heaven next time still have this kind of things one lor... but next time when in heaven you cant win ppl already cause the ppl around you will be saved so no more evaxing and i think i will seriously missed it...

God bless me...

Some talks.... (take time to read this... worth it)

2009-06-26T15:45:00.003+08:00

Today went for morning devotions.. as usual i am late... ok this is not the point now...
its wad after this...

i went to eat w SiRui(SR) and her flock of sheep{ShiXuan(SX), Carin(C) and Mabel(M)} and we were talking over a lunch of McDonald...When SR ask me where i wan go poly or JC? i say dunno but i feel like going poly IT... the gaming one... this is the topic that pop out...

(btw 'me' is ShihChing ok? haha)

SR:I watch a tv about a man that is very influencial that will rise up and spread the code 666 around the world
(btw 666 is satan's number if you dunno)
me:Beh... I heard that before lei... where did i heard that from... eh eh eh...
M:Really ah... thats scary...
SR: most likely the person will be from US those kind of powerful countries one lor... and the person is appearing soon
me: I am not surprise if it comes from singapore lor... see america also follow singapore in terms of education blah blah...
me: I think next time tv all those will be light screened one lor
SX: you mean projected...
me: Ya no longer have frames anymore
(SR give the 'ohhh' face)
SX: I heard that they got produce those kinda of chips that can put into human body one...
SR: Ya you got heard right?
(SR points at me and i nod my head)
SR: When one day humans create robots that are like humans... Robots will sure take over the
world de lor....
(C,SX,M and me nods)
SR: Can be humans dun wan... let a micro chip control our emotions and actions all that... better not go and get one lor
M: Ya
(Carin never really talked she just listened)
SX: Then they say dunno what if next time they ask whether we choose god or satan... and we choose god... they will use the chip and mercury and kill the person...
me: Eh... a syringe of mercury can poison a person le... those in thermometers
(nods nods... eat finish and move away)

A person came running towards us to return my wallet :) cause i dropped it anyway really wanna thank god for her got Jeslin's ezlink and all my NRIC plus plus are all inside.... so praise God for that and the conversation continues...

me: wahh really cant imagine if such a thing happen lor
M: Ya but humans are wierd if its written in the bible that such a thing will happen den why humans never prevent it from happening?
me: Not all are believers ma... Moreover there are other religions
M: I think that those in other religion are not say dun believe in God but they are doing it in another way and in our terms worshipping idols la
(this part abit offensive to other religion so cut away abit)
me: But when the day comes that we went half the ppl will be w God and others against God which side will I be on? I want to be with God
M: Ya i also but when circumstances are that tough will you still continue?
me: I hope i will continue to seek God instead of running away... I wan give god an answer

M:If you are in L4D(Left 4 Dead), when you facing a whole group of zombies will you follow and
write on the wall that God is dead? Will you lose your hope?
me: I really hope i wont give up hope but i think under those circumstance i will
M: If is me i will go commit suicide.. and i think i will write that too...
me: I hope not

Continued over sms...
me: I really hope i wont give up hope in those times
M: Aiyo dun think too much la.... maybe its something else will happen
me: Hahax must think in case really happen i really wanna make the right choice
M: hahax anything lor...
me: But i suddenly think if things change... and its a whole group of humans that is coming at you
will you take up the gun and shoot them?
M: I don't know killing leh... i don't know... if such thing happen I will commit suicide. Too scary
me: Oi i rather prefer you to come and fight w us then dying lor
M: HAHAHA. Die den free from al the rubbish le ma. Tee hee. Depends but i think i will fight sia.
Unexpected de

This let me realised something L4D and those horror games what are on the creator mind? just simply for plan gaming or to put ppl's mind into evil i really dunno... thats why i wanna be a game creator to push those with evil thoughts down so that more ppl can be saved by god... through my games i hope..

A research... that Mabel want me to do...

2009-06-26T14:46:00.004+08:00

The Beast (666) Is Coming!
Many supermarkets are installing "Swipe Card" machines that automatically transacts funds from your bank account to theirs. This is one sign that we are going to a cashless society. By swiping your card and punching your number, the whole transaction is made. Also popping up everywhere are machines in stores to do your banking at. Amazingly, 10 to 15 banks, credit unions, etc. are ALL tied into this one machine!

The only flaw with carrying plastic cards is that they can be stolen or lost. The solution being experimented with in parts of Europe is marking the hand with an invisible tattoo that can be swiped across a machine. MARKING PEOPLE? That's right, thus replacing plastic cards.

"And he causeth all ... to receive a mark in their right hand, or in their foreheads: and that no man might buy or sell, save he that had the mark, or the name of the Beast, or the number of his name ... and his number is 666."

What Will The Beast Be Like?
1. He will be the epitome of humanism.
2. His message will be peace.
3. Disregard for women.
4. He will be anti-Christ.
5. He will be aided by a well known religious leader.
6. His reign will be short and troubled.
7. He will be lost forever.

Can a Christian receive the mark of the beast?

No. At least, not before the Rapture.

What is the rapture?

The Rapture is an event, in which the Lord Jesus Christ will "call-up" all the truly saved Christians. The rapture occurs before the tribulation, and the Mark of the Beast.

If someone has truly received the Lord Jesus Christ as their personal Saviour, they will not be on the earth during the Tribulation.

The "ok" sign is actually three 6's, each of the three vertical fingers forming an individual 6. 666!
didnt know blah....

Anton LaVey, who founded the 'Church of Satan' on June 6, 1966 (666).
that is like so long ago it already existed...

http://www.metacafe.com/watch/1676851/666_the_beast_finally_identified_part_7/
you all can watch things from this link i dun like the music abit scary but yup its scary...

EH? the date is already over and is 3 years ago?? means its already out?

I can seriously tell you i dun like this research that i just found out anyways... so i am stopping here... i think my heart is going to break soon so yup :) thats all...

Take care everyone

So blessed....

2009-06-24T22:24:00.002+08:00

I wanna thank god for someone today and that is ShiXuan...

really wanna thank her for blessing me today.. hahax didnt really feel like eating this afternoon because i got a "stomach cramp" and the onli way to heal that for me is to drink cool drinks... and i really wanna thank god for her cause she blessed me w ice milo hahax...when she see me not eating anything but finishing the milo bing she went to buy cha siew bao... really thank her... cause my lunch was blessed by her like that... even through i didnt really feel like eating but... i really dun wan to gu fu her good will... so i ate...

ShiXuan really thank god for you :) Thanks for the blessings hahax... continue to grow in christ hahax :) love you lots sister-in-chirst.

wahh this week passed so fast...

2009-06-21T13:18:00.003+08:00

wow...

this week pass like a ZOOM...

monday was just realised from church camp...

tuesday was making cards... can't upload the pictures yet but will upload soon if possible... :) but they are super cool la can?

next up wed... met up with melissa for her to tell me somethings... den after that wow i went movies with them... since mel got the free tickets anyways.... eh i dun mean melissa as them but went w my shepherd(yanyu), Jeslin(well she will always join of this kind of things, we know :) ), Cheng(she heard its free), melissa and me... wow never thought of going movies w them before but it happened:).... anyway watch a trailor cause cheng dun wan to watch " DRAG ME TO HELL" hahax... but did enjoy much together w them yay...

thursday... we had our east training day... yay!! played station games and war!!!... the eagles vs the cheetah... roar vs ekk... wadever... anyways its tough but fun... it helps us to remember the teaching from camp even better... yup yup enjoyed myself and really went crazy after that pouring water over each other... 1st time i actually dare to let ppl make me until super wet... hahax

friday... as a whole east a we went to WWW( wild wild wet)...actually plan to move as a whole group but in the end gave up cause too big a group so in the end split into 3 groups... and i played samsung 3 times... wow me... hahax... nearly died 3 times... anyways... went to the lazy river countless of times... had a few WWE or F with melissa... hahax trying to slam each other down into the water... which melissa failed lots of time... and she still praising herself strong hahax... funny...anywas yup yup... its water water water... yay....

this week w/o mum... the house is v dirty... because i never clean the floor... bad me... but i did wash the clothes and dry it... finally the bamboo is nothing to me..yay...

yup anyway thank god for the week

The Day w/o mum

2009-06-16T13:09:00.002+08:00

Ok my mum didnt die but she is currently in China....

so as i said i just came back from camp which means i got a whole bunch of clothes yup and i am suppose to wash it myself...lol...and all my friends know that i dun do household chorus at home... i am not being a spoilbrat or anything... seriously i am not afraid of washing clothes but the process after that.... which you all know...

HANGING THE CLOTHES...

ok hahax i never told anyone before but when i was young i drop the bamboo downstairs hahax because of wad? the bamboo with the wet clothes is too heavy hahax... so this morning i tried... washing and hanging the clothes... everything i was pretty good until the hanging the clothes part...i hold the bamboo with the clothes out... den try to put in the holder.... i tried that before last time and it is in an angle so cant go in... this time its the same... so i keep on pulling the bamboo in and out to make sure my grip wont betray me... until dunno the how many times i am still doing the same thing...

i made a prayer to god to help me... seriously... and than the last try... ok the bamboo is straight and it went in... yay... but the thing is... THAT IS ONLY THE FIRST ONE... hahax...but later as i do more of it i start getting better... by the last one it just fit perfectly in... cool seriously i must thank god for it... or else i would have just scream for my dad to help me put it out... yay and now the clothes are outside flapping... at first i dun feel the muscle ache but now i do... how weak can i get....

but must really thank god cause or else i wont even be able to do it :) thank god so much hahax

Unstoppable camp...

2009-06-16T12:59:00.003+08:00

Hi everyone i am back from camp since yesterday...

this camp i went to camp with a new group... hahax... things are tough but god made a way... anyway god spoke alot this time... he even spoke on the first day...cool and now i realise there are lots of things i have to change...seriously...

This camp i am refreshed by god and enjoyed myself and true enough that this camp feels like it went pass the fastest but never mind at least i didnt waste my money going for the camp... god just rocks..

So this next half of the year i want to walk right with god and all... making sure that my founation will be straighten by not compromising god's standards... i pray that god will keep me on my walk...

this camp i knew alot of ppl better... for example my shepherd Yanyu hahax... others are Sirui and the i thought v far away leader Cheng... still got Mabel, Carin, Cheryl... wow amazing to know them more... hahax now suddenly it feels closer to everyone...

i really hope that i wouldnt leave East this year but if god wants me to i have to.... yup love East ppl so much... yup camp we throw the leaders up again... wahh heavy for someone... hahax.. as usual my camera die half way during phototaking again hahax... but nevertheless i want chiong together w others in this race... god bless EastA3 yup :) i am depending on you god...

long long time...

2009-06-09T08:54:00.003+08:00

it has been a long time since i blogged... well many things have past... i also dunno where to start... ok :)

This time my mid-year exam was a close shave... my english overall passed by 0.1 mark hahax... so did my ss/geog.... nothing to be proud about but at least can thank god for the passing result... cause actually at term 1 my result was F9 or E8 lei... to pass is like so far away but must really thank god cause w/o him i dun believe i can just pass in term 2 :) yup?

Ok holidays just started this week for me... cause last week i have been going back to school the whole week for normal school and what am i doing now? well chiong-ing my blogging so that i can rush to school hahax... no worries i am not late... or else i would be rushing instead of still typing here... Anyways i am going to rebond my hair this week... yup and i still remembered that i got 4 birthday cards to finish hahax... regardless of that i still hope that i can finish my hw on time sia hahax... before reopening of school after june holidays... i dun wan to be rushing to hand up assignment... i dun think i am able to take the load hahax... will die of heartattack...

Ok my church camp is coming up yay... so excited... there will be the EastA superband thingy of course must do well well :) cause its going to be fun and rarely do you do this kind of things... time passes so fast... this is going to be my 4 camp in church wow.... anyway looking back alot of things changed and i wanna thank god for all that has happened :)

Anyway i feel really stupid now... was doing a birthday card for others yesterday... and i realised everytime i use the penknife i will surely cut myself somewhere... yesterday was on my leg... how did it get on my leg? hahax seriously to tell you.... i dunno hahax.. so dun ask me... but all i know is that it hurts...

so i should end here to keep it simple yup? or else i will be late for school :) so all in all i thank god for all he had done in me and through me :) love you god :)

Exams...

2009-05-07T16:22:00.002+08:00

Tell you wad this year's paper is like wah wahh so hard... anyway

few things...
Yesterday was the day that had 3 papers in a role... die i tell you haahx...

anyways... yup didnt really study for all the 3 papers... SS paper, literature p1 and maths p1...
hahax i studied ss the day before but i onli study the princlples of goverence but well those who study it knows hahax... that is not even one chapter hahax... so means i die....no la...
if it does not come out for Structured Essay Questions... half my paper mark is gone...
But by god's grace... i managed to study finish the whole character before i reach school and it came out... praise god... hahax...

to realise the next thing... i forgot to bring my calculator...
OH NO....

next...
managed to borrow a calculator from my junior to know that my classmates have extra... well done but nevertheless must thank god for those who brought extra and for those juniors that dun pack bag ya?
my lit paper... praise god dunno wad am i writing hahax... but luckily i am not the onli so still v good... anyway i dun mind failing this but that cant be the attitude ya?

Next maths paper...
true that it was quite and easy paper... ok... i give it to teacher... but never will i go and thought that.... read on :)

Ok caregroup... hahax... i forgot to bring the chords for melissa... ok great job haiz... ok i lead worship this time, its bad but better than before... anyway yup yup thats all :) oh yes and i forgot my bible too hahax... sorry god...

Happy no need study for the next day's paper:) praise the Lord for the day :)

TODAY....

2papers...Chinese paper 2 and maths paper 2

Chinese was like wad!!!!!!.... ok la my chinese in writing also not v good so nothing to say but this time chinese paper is like so hard can? anyway yup its better than last time which i didnt finish the questions... this time i did... yay.... and its tough... i wonder my o level how anyway... other say tough too... well XingXuan when "me... ni... mai... ni... me... ni... mo...." when everyone was stressing at the paper... well i really wonder if her chinese is really that good or just pure luck... but if its just pure luck... her luck is quite good huh :)... so must thank god for all the good things....

Next up... Maths paper...
Well done the first paper was easy who knows this is extremely difficult... 30 mins have passed and i was still on page 1... sad... this time i lost 10 marks plus on this maths paper no choice... cause really dunno how to do a question... i tried until times up ok... anyway goody... first time i left a whole maths question blank... ireally believe i cant work w angles... anyway i did my best so is god work now... see how well i get...

and tml i am going to have lit and geog paper and what am i doing? playing facebook games... restuarant city but its ok :)... there is always time to take a stroll ya? i cant understand this... why can i get good results when i always do this? must ask god ya? thank god for the days :)

The end of the fast...

2009-05-05T18:57:00.002+08:00

the continuation of the fast of blessings....

Monday(27/4)
-Thank god that I managed to finish my chinese letter writing by recess
-chemsity test stillknowhow to doeven through never study
-thank god XX and SQ to join my tuition. W/o complains
-Thank God finally got time to go library
-Thank God for nice taiwan food. Found in SG wow...

Tuesday(28/4)
-Pray that God will give me time to do my junior's card.In the end MsChua didnt come for lessons
-Thank God for a correct interpretation. That Literature class will be cancelled
-Thank god for maingtime for me to study with my CG members
-Didnt get scolding for not completing hw
-thank god that maybe Cass can come down for service. Becoz she wants me to teach her maths

Wednesday(29/4)
-I deserve the maths for my chemsity test that i didnt study. i see god's fairness
-Praise God... teacher didnt kept on asking us about "the Journey"compo.
-Finished a chinese story book in a day? wow less than a day,in a night... wow god
-pray that i will get well for the chinese test tml that i will get high marks
-Run for NAFA test, failed cause I walked alot and didn't plan to run at all
-Pray for ChingRong to recover soon. i hope that tml she will come to school but not w a fever!:) hahax

Thursday(30/4)
-my english proposal format write wrongly but thank god teacher say won't minus too much marks
-manage to finish my chinese paper... v hard but thank god i didnt choose the wrong question
-Use 1h plus to do my chinese letter writing. I thought i won't finish the paper. Praise God
-burnt my hand hahax... but thank god my practical i know how to do hahax...

Friday(1/5)
-thank god for a peaceful day
-thank god for savingmy money... using $5 for 2 meals
-Thank god for Carin for helping me to collect TNP dollars
-Thank god for others that waited for me
-Thank god for sirui and melissa for cooking food and renting movies
-Thank god for all the fun
-thank god for 12h of sleep

Saturday(2/5)
-can wake up to wake up YingYing at 6pm but in the end no need
-Late for class by 15 min, but teacher havent even started still finding classroom.. thank god
-the whole week you had been giving me clues
->ss teacher- locust clean out everything
->the power of your name - "surely this isn't how it should be... can't be what God saw... in this
world"
->the stand- "...your promis...what can we say?... what can we do?... but offer this heart open
completely to you"
->Evan Almighty- change the world
- God give us opportunities to change and not the changed
-obedience bring blessings
->House Bunny- don't sin on further
- come clean, wake up. Realise where you throughly belong
-praise god that I manage to catch saturaday's sermon and altar call
-Thank god for shermaine for coming down withme, but went home after service
-Thank God for Cheng's prayers
-Thank God for bonding my family back again with sushi?... priase god that i brought it home seriously... and making me go home earlier by an hour

Sunday(3/5)
-Good family relations. dad voice out unhappiness through mum
-manage to help my tuition mate with a litle of her maths
-late for guitar class, but teacher havent started
- help my mum with her housework

this two weeks rocks seriously... time sure flies hahax... i can start eating fast food already :)

The 1st week fasting from fast food

2009-04-24T22:46:00.004+08:00

This fast started on Monday 20/4 right after my birthday hahax....and seriously i am counting my blessings right from the top ya?

And here is a list that is been answered by GOD...

Monday (20/4)
-Bus late, pray that won't be late for school and I didn't yay!!
-Pray that Ms Chua will not come/have meeting. Cause I didnt't study for test. And she got meeting yay!!!
-Strength to study for Geog at night and managed to study a topic :) breakthrough normally 1 sentence will sleep le

Tuesday(21/4)
-Heavy rain in the morning, pray that won't late, in the end school started late... WOW?
-Pray that will have time to do Mr Subranto(brass instructor)'s card... in the end home tutor never come got 4 periods free out of my timetable of 8... hahax slacking day...
-Geog test commit to God and I finished it for the 1st time hahax... Praise God...
-Thank God for the Pizza, for step down day. Save my lunch money. Yay!!
-Sketch a picture of 4 instruments in 2h. Normally i will take 2h for 1 picture, actually cannot finish de, quite impressed by the craftmanship. God's worked hahax...

Wednesday(22/4)
-Prayed for PeiWen at least she is able to sing for SYF although her throat still hurts but its better than morning when she has no sound at all...
-Pray that no need run 2.4km, didn't rain but teacher still say no need to run yay... must be god...
-Maths test... didn't even study/look through but is able to finish so fast and sure that its right

Thursday(23/4)
-Pray that Literature tet will be postpone and God let me know what to study, and during recess let my friends to go and take testes that they missed... so God allowed me to accompany my friend and study at the same time while waiting for them... God really have different plans
-Be a salt and light to my friends as i brought food for them during their test
-English teacher never get angry when i didnt do hw
-Impressed teacher with God's wisdom in me... Thank god for the storyline :)
-Be a blessing to collect hw for PeiWen
-Be blessed to be a comfortor to my friends

Friday(24/4)
-God helped me to escape from my Maths teacher when I never do hw
-Escaped again with my english hw and impress teacher once again with wisdom
-Blessed PeiWen today
-Thank God that I got to temask on time before meeting startes although i was late
-Mum helped me to go out to buy dinner
-Get quite high marks for Literature test and quite low pass for my Emaths... but still praise god right?
-Thank God for Joleen that accompany me to Punggol, when she has to go back to school soon after that
-Thank god for leading me to PeiWen's house
-Thank God for all my friends cheered up after all the SYF that they think that they did badly...

Saturday(25/4)
-goes to school in about 20 mins... most of the time not possible
-After school missed a bus to service but the next bus comes immediately, plus all the transport comes very timing after that
-Thank god that Ms Chua and end the supp early by 40 mins
-Make time for me to study
-Caught the whole service, cool
-had fun playing w my group

Sunday(26/4)
-Thank God for your wisdom today
-although was sneezing badly, it kept me from think alot about the bad weather
-Thank God for giving Minyi and Melissa wisdom too, and for me to teach them
-Thank god for using me as a channel for blessings
-My ambition of an actress revived? God this one is all up to you

wow... an eventful week ah? hahax... more weeks ahead :)

swirls through many things...

2009-03-22T13:33:00.002+08:00

Oh well seriously this blog is kinda dead after i began using facebook... seriously i am getting v attracted to facebook games but i really want to keep this blog running so that i can really see back and think back what has actually happened in my life at this time... for eg like 10 years down the road den i can see hahax...

anyway... cool... eh... yupp there is a change of restructuring results... i have been changed group with Irene Koh that means Irene Koh will be in Ea3b and me in Ea3a... which means i will be serving in the group same as Melissa...

I really wander should i be happy or not hahax... cause there are alot of things to settle in this group... compared to Sirui's group but anyway i believe that God place me in the group for a reason if not he would have just place someone else to do it right?...

To tell you the true actually i see nothing in Ea3a... i dun mean that no potential but i mean i just cant see lor.. you see if no potential den why god put us together right?... so i really wanna ask god to tell me the future... i really wanna see the postive side of this group to grow and be as family as ex-Ea1a that i am in and as fun as ex-Ea1b or ex-Ea2... God you just hold me strong and give me the confidence that i can do it...

i dun wan to worry much about it... God i just leave it to you to guide both me and Melissa down the path that you want the group to grow...

Anyway Prcs got another convert :) yay... PRCS is on its way to completition... happy happy... hopefully when a cg is done we can impact more ppl than our current states... i am praying for all the groups that all the schools that they are pinoeering will be completed... becoz God you rulez and nothing else will... :) love you so much...

Update of this few days...

2009-03-15T19:16:00.003+08:00

Hehe on friday(13/3) was school cross country and cheering competition... And this are some pictures of my clique in school hahax... they are Siqi and XingXuan sorry to the rest i havent gotten you all the picture hehe...

(left to right) Siqi, XingXuan

this picture got plus me :)

Ok and on Saturday the next time... Ea1a have our last service cause its going to take effect for the new group following on monday... so alot of random pictures... i am v lazy to upload it here so if anyone wants to see the pictures plz go to my facebook :) to see...

we went alot of places lei... from orchard to airport... on mrt all the while we are taking pictures... mann.. hahax... here are some pictures...

Present... Shermaine, Melissa, Minyi, Me, Jazryll and Florence....
Its a pity that the former rest of the group is not here... ppl like
Shirlene who is overseas, Angie who cant make it....
and Jing, Ying and LinHui who has transferred... yay... this group we will remember hahax...

wahh....

2009-03-08T11:48:00.003+08:00

So many things happened until i am so lazy to update everything anyway let just start w some picture

OK some of my church friends water baptism...
Some of who i am closer...
CaiJuan now in teritary hahx... this is her pic
other 2 i dun have their picture but they are ...
Jing Jing(Joan) and Siew Ling(xanthe)
Congratz them for their obedience to god :)

Next up my random group... we took this during CareGroup hahax.... Its a farewell for JingJing...
and they did the random stuff at my house....
CareGroup members...
Shirlene, Shermaine, Jazryll, Florence, Minyi, JINGJING, Yanyu, Angie, me and Melissa...
not to forget my tortoise and eeyor in the pictures... :) hahax

Plus a random video of wad stupid stuff we did... hahax

Anyway this Ea1a group hahax is going to change soon... well most of them are still going to be there... Just that me and Melissa will be changing to Ea3... Melissa to Ea3a and me to Ea3b but for the time being we are in the same group...

Oh yes EastA restructuring results out already....
although it wasn't a v major restructure for me but i believe its quite a major restructure for many cause... many have their shepherds and sheeps changed... I only got my group changed... but i believe there is no use of thinking so much of it... since is like that then it like that cause its god's plan... so i will Jiayou Jiayou Jiayou in an unfamiliar group... everything will have to start from scratch....
God i relay on you to bring me through this time

Back?

2009-02-27T20:18:00.002+08:00

Hahax... i havent been blogging alot or you can say using the computer at all... too busy to use it...

anyway my neck doesnt itch anymore but hahax my waist and legs are itching CAUSE...

mosquitoes love me too much and they bite me... anyway i am crap now la hor...

lots of things happened but i am too lazy to type cause too much hahax.. so i should just not type hehe...

see everyone around :)... its great knowing alot of things hehe... but i must also keep it hm... too :) yay i am learning... Jiayou on myself...

God continue to grow me in my character ok? love you so much... you are so real... i never regrated knowing you in my life :)

New challenge or not

2009-02-17T22:03:00.003+08:00

Ok as many know that i have just seen the doctor to clear my ear... so now i am fine...

dunno should be happy or not now currently my neck is irritating me non-stop and it has been a week... and my skin around my neck seems to be getting thinner and thinner by days...

looks like i will be visiting a doctor again... looks like i really need to eat more apples...

I dunno if today should say is super lucky or super "sway"...

someone drop an otah on the floor today and i accidentally step on it... and then you all will be thinking that "aiyo otah onli wad"... but the thing is the otah is v soft so end up it is being squeeze into the gap of my shoe... it was really headaching... in the end i use a milk drinking straw to dig out all the otah on my shoe... lucky it didnt stink up the whole AVA room or classroom hahax...

i helped 2 person today... actually they are all strangers but nevermind... firstly is 1 girl in school, she walked out of the toliet w/o knowing that her skirt is being stuck in her shorts and her shorts is white in colour so its going to be super easily spot if she is going to walk around in it... she walked so fast i didnt got the chance to tell her to pull down... so in the end i end up pulling her skirt from a distance

Another one is when i was going home... saw this girl w her bag unzap alittle la... but if she were to keep on walking i think the zap will get more and more unzapped so i just tap her and talk to her...

I actually naturally wanted to help them... w/o them thanking me cause after i do all that i just walked away and i doubt they even know who am i... i wonder is this my heart... to me... helping people is like a v normal thing to do... not helping others than is an abnormal thing hahax...

P.S. Life is going to get buzier trust me or not.... thats for me... really need some air to breath... pray that god will make the plants produce more oxygen :)

1 week has passed

2009-02-12T20:27:00.003+08:00

Ok :) it has been a week...

i just finish my polyclinic appointment at 3pm ya and of course about my ear :) hehe... sorry to worry all of you all who knows but its ok now it went through a minor surgery la hahax....

Anyway yup its ear syringing... they use a gas syringe stuck up some warm water? den connect it to a long long metal tip... the doctor say its going to be uncomfortable and indeed it was... it is a super weird metal thingy stick it into my ear and the next moment i know water start getting splash in... yuck... this water is worse than swimming pool water going in...

flushing it out... the doctor took out the syringe for the first time... to my horror he went and fill it again... and the process go again... then after the 2nd time he checked my ear den he said... "ah! still have abit"... and i told myself "shucks"... and the metal thing went in again...

overall the whole thing went in 4 times... but by the 3rd time i am already immure to it already... ltr i saw wat is being flushed out... its like stone gravels... those really really small ones... but ya yuck... i dun like it... and its really in solid hard pieces... can you imagine that inside my ear... no wonder i cannot hear la...

anyway i want to thank god for the whole happening... at least i am glad that i am not deaf :) praise god :)

went to meet the EastA girls for fun games of badminatons and captain ball :) yay... long time no play le... enjoyed myself :)

Some trials...

2009-02-06T22:19:00.003+08:00

Sorry for not updating my blog for so long but important thing is that my blog is still working... anyway buzi la hahax...

Ok some of you may know some of you may not know that my right ear is kinda deaf now... anyway it has been 2 months plus le.... i really v sad lei... the most thing i dun wanna lose is my sense of hearing... its so precious to me...

anyway the truth is the truth... finally i went to see the doctor yesterday... and the doctor checked my ear... and realised that there is a whole wax that is covering my ear drum so now cant really hear... must wait til they flush it out then can check whether if my ear drum is hurt or not...

If its hurt then my right ear will be deaf lor... or should i say slowly deafening... haiz... the ear wax that cover my ear is the first stage of deafing... hopefully not... i just pray to god....

going to flush next week cause need parent signature cause below 21 cant sign... sianz...

Ok ppl plz do not worry until i tell you its time to worry hahax... i believe god has his plans if i really go deaf....

Sentosa retreat...

2009-01-18T21:25:00.003+08:00

Ea1a at Sentosa... today

Today is our group Sentosa Retreat... EA1a's retreat together with the EastA2...

the sad thing is that Ea1a onli got like 6 ppl going when our group is suppose to be 10 ppl...

ok we enjoyed games together... first game was captain's ball but throwing bananas, oranges and even water bombs... its super funny to see all the ingredient splash onto us... we really laugh our heads off... especially the part when Minyi tries to catch the water bomb and it burst in her hands... and splash until her face and all and she drank the SEAwater down...hahax...

next game is Ma Ji... and we are suppose to soak ourselves in the sea first... but you know you know i come that thing... so Minyi who also come... decided not to play... but being playful me :) i want to play so i just hack care and go in... but its eekk... anyway... we soak finish and suppose to run up to the sand and row and then in the middle play scissors paper stone with a person from another group... anyway the funny one here was another of my group member... Ying Ying... ya we are suppose to roll in the sand but nobody told her to roll flat on the sand right?... so she end up putting her face into the sand also den she roll... and that was super funny la... then she got sand everywhere on her... but i feel really stupid losing to her twice... and moreover using the same tactic haiz.... feel so dumb...

anyway next game is a game... em... to like fill up a take away bag that kind that ppl tabao coffee one... and we are not suppose to use anything other than our clothes to fill it up and we are not allowed to take out our clothes... hahax... wad can we do? run... like crazy... squeeze like crazy hahax... this one didnt really see wads funny coz its too fast... anyway....it was fun...

after all we were wet we decide to swim across to the opposite side of the island... contacted by a bridge but we just wanted to swim there... trust me i think that is the most complishing thing i have done today... seriously... although i can swim but not v good but i tried challenging it... i managed to swim across and back lei... cool... ok la... ppl who swim across but be really good or they end up drowning... there is onli 5 of us that swim there... Denise, Florence, Jade, Melissa and me... they are so cool la... now i realised that Florence is v good at swimming de... just that she dun wan to swim onli... lol...

and so after that sun-tann w melissa... eat some crackers and that should be it really enjoy today... Ea1a lets continue to jiayou in serving god ok... way to go... Ea1a you gals rock... love you all too...

Computer break down

2009-01-17T07:29:00.002+08:00

hahax.. guess why did i not update for so long... simple my computer breakdown and that is the most irrating thing that you can get... i am so afraid that my computer have to go for a "brainwash" and when it come out all the documents inside will be gone again hahax...

but thankfully my dad managed to fixed the computer... so my datas are all still with me yay i am so happy :)... Thank God for blessing my com

New Year...

2009-01-01T20:57:00.003+08:00

Yesterday... 31/12/08

today we got our east chalet... once a year and this year we are going to have it overnight at East Coast park :).... ok we started out at Jacob's place at kaki bukit...

anyway we got see a drama by Javin, Dennis our LaoDa... and 1 more guy... anyway... cool... Dennis cant be a snake hahax... tongue too short la haax... anyway followed by our unit presentation... a peak of wad we wanna grow to be in 2009...

highlight highlight :) is this song presentation by my pretty CL(Florence) and Samantha? its a new song edited by EAST ppl :)... we are so talented.... presenting the song....

More Tomorrows

I remember the time I first came to Hope
And thought, who's these crazy people
We started as strangers who dont' know each other, with Dennis as our leader

Now we are sisters and brothers in the East family
That filled our lives with laughter
Through people are lame at times they drive me insane
But hey, let's have more tomorrows.

With the big goal in mind and a big heart for Jesus. We'll all fight together.
There may be bad times but we know victory is in the hands of our Father.

And we are sisters and brothers in the East family
That filled our lives with laughter
Through people are lame at times they drive me insane
But hey, let's have more tomorrows.

There may be a time we'll have to say our goodbyes. Knowing it's for the better.
We'll always keep dear all the memories we've shared here. Forever and ever.

Still we are sisters and brothers in the East family
That filled our lives with laughter
Through people are lame at times they drive me insane
But hey, let's have more tomorrows.

Cause we are sisters and brothers in the East family
That filled our lives with laughter
Through people are lame at times they drive me insane
But hey, let's have more tomorrows.
We'll have more tomorrows.
There'll be more tomorrows.

yup this is the song... cool?

ok... yup ltr we have night games at East coast... End up running around and getting wet... hahax... when we play all the games... didnt sleep at all hahax...

we countdown for new year with fire sprinklers and our voices... shoutings and even fireworks in the sky... throughout the night we play volleyball and captain ball throughout the night... cool or cool? finally we didnt the leader's appreciation although it was in a total blur...

took cab home w Jade, Cher and YingJie reach home around 7am still have to watch little Nyonya w my mother until 8am... den sleep until 4pm wow... i really pig hahax... anyway really enjoyed this new year :)...

this year what i want to achieve for god is to see myself still in YHope in 2010... hope god will bless me and i will Jiayou! Jiayou! Jiayou :) God bless me :)

New Discovery...

2008-12-28T23:57:00.002+08:00

Ok today went to another of my cousin wedding dinner :) which means this is the 2nd already...

Unknowingly 4 months ago i have been upgraded to a not-so-good-upgrade... meaning i have been upgraded to an auntie cause i finally have a niece? hahax... anyway i dun care...

Now then i know comparing to my elder cousin we are 17 years apart... come lets say "WOW!!!" w me ok.... and my youngest cousin is 7 years apart... WOW!!! w me again :)... this is on my dad's side la... eh they are older years and not younger....

To my aunties and uncles... they say my birth year is also the most memorial year... its a year of birth and death... and that they start talking about my grandma... which is my dad's mum...

I was born on the 19th april and my grandma died on the 28th april... 1993... actually my aunties and uncles promised my grandma that on the 1 may they will all come and see me :)... but i really thank god that my grandma is so cute... in a sense hahax... she got the wadever i feel like doing i do kinda attitude... so my grandma just rush to the hospital at night to see me... but is over the glass... but i really thank god at least she saw me before she go...

but i really will wanna know her alot more if she is still alive... i think my grandma is v v v the cute... whatever she remembers she just do... hahax dun care wad ppl say... i should grow to be like that too.... love you grandma in heaven... god bless you :)

busy busy busy~

2008-12-23T21:24:00.002+08:00

OMG... praise god anyway... i just received that tml is EAST dinner and we are suppose to give out our presents... and guess wad i got NO WRAPPING PAPER.... and its 9pm.... moreover i havent finish writing my cards.... wahhh!!!

so i run the risk of going down to the nearby supermarket to find wrapping market... and plus w the risk of dropping my pants... i rush down and get... to find all the wrapping paper like... HAPPY WEDDING DAY.... BABY... and then i was like NO!!! GOD there must be something i can buy... and then i chiong upstair in hope to find wrapping paper...

guess wad... i found 4 wrapping paper.... w christmas design somemore... anyway.... den i chiong down again... and sigh and decided to get some happy birthday ones too... anyway it will be super wierd if u get a present w happy wedding when you are onli like average 14? lol... if is me i will be like oh ok?!?!?! anyway chiong ah... so many things havent do... die die die

Just because you are young....

2008-12-22T23:09:00.005+08:00

Today i saw something that was said in the bible and i really wanna wow god for that :)

1Timothy4:12
Don't let anyone look down on you because you are young, but set an example for the believers in speech, in life, in love, in faith and in purity.

i was totally amazed at someone which is small... anything but big and strong... small in size, young in age, young in spiritual maturity... like i said anything but big and strong...

and that person is Jazryll the young mighty warrior of God...

Today is her first time coming down to evax with us at Tampines mall... together with her sister, my classmate... shermaine... ok so me and minyi.. we are suppose to take either one of them to go down to evax :)... to teach them how and to show them how?... hahax so i thought that Minyi will take Jazryll since she is her shepherd anyway... and we came to the decision of...

Me and Jazryll...
Minyi and Shermaine...

Den i was like ok??? and so we started evaxing... starting she was abit shy after when i showed her the first time... i tell her why not u go say hi first? and she say dun wan la... so pai seh...

i was v used to this kind of reaction cause i know most ppl started out like this... so didnt force her to... but she seems to get excited over it and started keeping a lookout for ppl... and she keep on saying this one that one... hahax...

Anyway like a few hours later... really admit that there is really v little ppl at tampines mall... so i was like half resting... den she said... you sit here first ok? i go try get 1 contact then i come back.... den i was like WOW?! anyway i followed behind her... and when shermaine and minyi saw that... minyi challenged shermaine to go on her own too... wow Praise god... then me and minyi go together for awhile... well cause she doesn't have the paper so she cant go alone oh well...

Anyway Jazryll came back w 5 contacts... WOW!!!... and Shermaine was not bad too... she got 3... not bad for first timers already... anyway praise god for their courage and faith in god... and so after that... when we gather back again... i ask Jazryll if she want to go alone... then she just ask a question... Faster right? den i just say ya... then go alone lor... thats what she said and then i am like WAHHHH!!!!....

cool... god really use her greatly because she is small... it ended up like she is the one encouraging me... to jiayou jiayou... hahax... anyway i see potential in her :) and i see the completion of PRCS in her too... thank god for sending such a sister to help out thank you so much god :)...

The long day today :)

2008-12-18T23:21:00.002+08:00

ok starting the day w going down to Simei to see Melissa the last time before she flys off to heaven... no la no la... is fly off to thailand i think... at her house condo there... anyway must buy things back for us wor :) hahax... see our efforts hahax....

after that went to eat my BreakLun (Breakfast and Lunch)... v full and so took bus down back to Tampines interchange...

Today once again... what i responded during is being tested... and that is my greatest fear of all Evaxing... and thats something i am not v good at... which is why i need XTRA Courage from god... and there goes w fear in my heart... i remembered the teaching during camp on the Hero Esther... IF I PERISH, I PERISH... and so i told god this... God IF I LOSE FACE, I LOSE FACE... and there goes...

normally i used to see people i will avoid going up to them and like see... aiyo she so gangster dun wan... she look so scary dun wan... aiya god didnt send her down one... nevermind skip skip skip... and normally i will onli go up to them unless i am in a pair... which means someone working alone side with me... anyway... cool...

Today i w/o anyone beside me.... i took the courage and speak up to ppl... and i manage to finish up a whole form... tell me i rock hahax... anyway its a BREAKTHROUGH for me la... coz now i really know that evaxing is not difficult at all... you know... everyone can do it... PRAISE GOD...

After this is like going for TPJC the concert...
saying i going w Joleen, Sherie, Cassandra and Claudia they all le... cant really just pull out right? Ok so i went and cool they really play v well... took like min no. of photos... anyway its ok i enjoy the music and eat the cookies that sherie gave and end up becoming joke to all of them coz somehow they laugh at me for dunno wad reason but nevermind its ok :)

Anyway somehow their school is like WOW la... so big and i didnt manage to look through every part of TPJC cause nobody wants to tour w me... Anyway its ok... i will just go tour it another time :)

Anyway feeling v sleepy now... really wanna praise god for all the good times... the fun and the contacts... and pray that ppl will swim into our church like fishes in water... anyway should be water pouring from the waterfall... hahax... HopeSingapore jiayou! jiayou! jiayou!!!!! :)

HEROES CAMP

2008-12-18T00:51:00.009+08:00

Yo yo everyone camp update hahax.. finally i update ok :) hahax

Firstly the camp objectives...
1st: to grow in courage and obedience
2nd: get a tender touch from god
3rd: to become a joke in my caregroup... hahax... you can also say is socialize w my group members

Ok so i met all my 3 objectives in a day hahax... and i received more in the remaining days...

Ok :) wad i responded during camp
-To step out of my comfort zone
-Be humble. We are not able but our God is able. (I can because God can.) We have limitations
-Relay on God daily
-Put others above self
-Have faith to take on God given responsibility
-Have courage...

hahax looks like i responded alot of things... anyone who look through this can keep a lookout for me hahax....

Anyway this camp just rocks la... i get to know 5 more new friends from the bible and they are Moses, David, Esther, Abraham and Paul... Cool they all have a character we need to learn from and we should learn hahax... so that God will use us greatly hehe... Jiayou all God's warrior out there :)

PRESENTING...
Camp photos

EastA with Torchie :) hahax we flooded him...

God's warrior... cool? helmet, shield, sword, scandals, chestplate and belt... the 6 different groups of weapon... there is around 66 maps you know... everyone went searching high and low at SSS(singapore sport school)

Presenting EastA.... hahax we are all gear up for minilution...

This is our game grouping... Shield 4 go! go! go!

Lastly my most percious group... EA1A.. *taa daa*
L>R
Top row:LinHui, JingJing,YingYing,Jazryll,Shermaine
Middle row:Melissa,Florence,ME,Minyi
Bottome row:Shirlene

This is my group that i went through the camp w... play w, cry w and enjoy w... i really thank god for everyone of them in my life... they all have been very important to me... and thank god for you all to build up such a loving group :)... thanks everyone You all ROCKs :)

God is amazing...

2008-12-18T00:51:00.005+08:00

The official first day after i finish my camp... i know tests and trials will come... our giftings will be put to use... wad we responded during camp will face us... truthfully... events took a blink of an eye...

Firstly i got a chatting shepherding w my shepherd, YANYU during camp
and i was ask to think through how i want to grow in sensitivity... ok i thought through it :)

& my 3 spiritual gifts
1.gift of musicians
2.gift of craftmanship
3.gift of mercy

Today erm... maybe not today but yesterday... 17/12

went to evax... convinced about stepping out of my comfort zone and sharing the gospel to ppl... but due to the lack of time... i wasnt able to evax much... and i got 2 girls' contact but 1 refuse to leave her number and another one is malay... and both seems to be quite a distance away..

Lack of time is because of this.... my CCA and thats band...
as usual going for cca... but the thing is that... ok la as i went for church camp i missed 1 band practice... like it or not they surely will do something new... ok so there is this new thing that they are playing and its like rythem and i dun really like it... so i wanted Joleen my good parther in Cornet to play once for me... so i ask her can play? she say no... and then she say no... and i keep on saying play!play!play!.... i quickly notice her reaction of being irrated... and i quickly say sing? and she is like ekkk.... hahax i know she hate singing anyway nevermind... so she didnt play in the end...

and so my sentivity is tested through small details... like this may even hurt ppl around... i am glad this time at least i noticed... some time i didnt even know so blur... Praise God anyway... in the end i told Joleen that if next time i hurt her or wad must tell me and she agreed :) so 1 more person to keep watch over me :)

AFTER THAT...
i wanted to go home... but guess wad... Cassandra asked me if i am going chalet... and i said dunno... and then she just made a decision for me... like ok ok la lets go... i am like oh ok... then i went... i think it is like God really wan me to be at my Sec 2/8 chalet today like that... its like so unbelievable what happen... my gift of mercy is shown out to me... and i took courage to step out and ask a friend if i could pray for her... hopeful it does helps...

i was there and then some of my friends were drinking whiskey or something like that... i drank like 2 sip... coz i scared drank than its a sin... as it not like drink straight from the bottle la... but got plus coke one... and so my friend drank cause she wanted to cover up her burden... her heartache of really loving someone wholeheartedly... until she is willing to give up everything for him... i just listen... and listen... i felt this incredable heartache welling up in me... i stood in her shoes and think... i let her cry endless times... my heart ached badly for her... i was so convicted in my heart she really need Jesus to heal her heart aches... i really wanna stay to see if she is really alright...

and so until 12am i stayed at the chalet until now... way over time and i cab home... i really hope she will be able to come for 1 christmas service... at least she can feel God's warm and family and at least she knows that there is a god that really love her to his fullness and his love never fails...

God thank you for your Courage and guidence :) Lord i am so bless to have you :)

JESUS ROCKS :)

Busying doing things

2008-12-11T10:17:00.003+08:00

Sorry for not updating my blog... not because of i have got nothing to blog but too much things to blog until no time to blog so in the end didnt blog sorry sorry...

anyway my Church camp is coming up soon... really looking forward... i will update again about the camp... and maybe post some pictures too :) pictures from my new camera :) hehe my dad brought me one... yay :)

see you all around :)

Quiz wanted me to do by Rachel

2008-12-07T13:23:00.003+08:00

Quiz from Rachel

Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wish to know how they feel about you:
1.Rachel
2.Shadame
3.ChengYen
4.FlorenceChenXiaoSi
5.JeslinChenXiaoEn
6.PhuaYanYu
7.TeoYingYing
8.NgMinYi
9.EstherLeow
10.MelissaTanHuiLing

psps the rest all my church one but nevermind write for fun :)

1.Are 1 and 5 best friends? (Rachel and Jeslin)
Well well... know is know but good friends anot i dunno :)

2. Among 1 and 2, who do you like more? (Rachel and Shadame)
Simple hahax... 2 :) jkjk... hahax... coz 1 more irrating hahax... but fun to be around her la.... crappy Rachel

3. Does 6 love to eat alot? (Yanyu)
I believe thats a YES!!

4. What is 7's favourite colour? (YingYing)
Orange :) simple question :)

5. 4 impressions about 1? (Rachel)
NONSENCE... Crappy... interesting... noisy

6. Is 10 cute? (Melissa)
hahax... she is cute hahax... later she come and scold me for that :) XD

7. Is 9 single/attached? (Esther)
Definitinly Single.

8.How do you think about 4? (Florence)
Talented... pretty... filled w leadership... smart but bimbo-tic... v pei fu her...

9. Does 10 has any pets? (Melissa)
Not of any that i know of :)

10. Can you accept the fact when 2 is gone? (Shadame)
Well every life is important and so is hers so its a no no situation.

Rachel i have done the quiz hehe :) u wan see den come see ba :)

Surprised...

2008-11-27T00:31:00.003+08:00

Wow...

i actually realized it so late...

i actually have alot of cool friends around me...

whether they know who are themselves anot i think it doesnt matter....

So cool... all i can say is that they are so cool...

they are able to settle problems just like that... even openly...

wow maybe both their characters are able to take this kind of blow...

cool can i learn from them? am i able to take up this kind of challenges to really speak out to my friends about the things i want them to grow in?

God you just rule :)... thanks for such amazing friends around...

Whether they know i am talking about them anot... its up to God you to tell them right Jesus?

I really still wanna thank God for them even thought I myself am very hard to fix into their friendship... but i really hope i will not be the one that always get left out to know nothing...

even is very simple life i want to know... i want to care... will they ever know this heart of mine?

we shall see :)

God rocks

2008-11-19T23:01:00.003+08:00

Anyway... haiz God u really rulez mann...

you make me...
lay down my pride to serve others...

you stop me...
from buying comics buy lending money to ppl...

you make me...
serve you harder to stop wasting time...

God no matter wad i do you got ways to stop me... God i pei fu you ah god...
you totally win hahax.... and i love you for that :)

updates on 18/11 Pulau Ubin trip coming up soon :)...

God is moving...

2008-11-08T19:53:00.003+08:00

Woot...

cool...

seriously COOL...

more interesting things happened today...

but i believe its by God's grace...

Touched by God today...

Totally touched...

During worship...

Jesus rocks my soul...

Anyway main thing now... it is that what i hope for... for the past 1 year... have came through...

The thought of hoping that Constance and friends will come back to serve God with me...

They converted with me but they drop out...

it has been a year already...

TODAY Constance, SherSim and Jazryll came back down to our church...

and said they wanna come back and serve :)...

whether or not they will stay again but at least there is hope...

but i pray that they will :)

god is moving... god is moving... can u hear the sound of the re-vival...

I am starting to see the bigger picture of god...

and i wanna stay until i see finish it...

PRCS is growing...

I am growing...

God's Kingdom is growing...

Amen... :)

Anyway through all this... i wanna thank god for someone... and that person is my ex shepherd for 1yr plus and thats MINYI... really wanna thank god for you for your perseverance for the past one year... maybe nobody may sees it but all i wanna tell you is that God sees it all... all your effort... all your time... all your thoughts that you had place for them God sees it all... so therefore i hope you wont be too upsetted by what happened... if its becoz of me i apologized... but i hope that you will not give up this persevering spirit of yours... to grow the KOG even more... Jiayou to you and me :)

Love you Ex Shepherd... Minyi...

Water Baptism Pictures

2008-11-02T21:28:00.012+08:00

As promised the water baptism photos...

The twin CLs of EastA1A and EastA1B... Florence and Jeslin :)Me and Melissa and Joy's head hahax...

Having fun with Jeslin ... play a pose :)

Did some more stupid pose with Jeslin

Joey dun kill us... heavy heavy :)

Germaine, Joey and Jeslin from EastA1A

Them again :)... hahax...
Minyi wants me to do a pose with her so do lor :)

Germaine and me...
Look at Joey's and Jeslin's retarded face hahax...

Melissa and Florence...

Melissa water baptising... BYE...

Reborned as GERARDINE...

Germaine water baptising...

Reborn as GENEVIVE...

Joey water baptizing....

Reborn as Lov-ina...
As for me... its my turn... :)
Died and reborn as Everlyse...

I wanna thank God for all the sisters-in-christ that were there to cheer us 4 on...
Lets continue to serve God together til the end...

ECG (23/10)

2008-11-02T20:44:00.006+08:00

23/10/08......
Today is East-A ECG... here are some of us of coz not all of us... and some friends that came to join us... welcome :)... ok i was just being random there.... dun blame me :) hahax...

Anyway i didnt eat lunch so was very hungry so ate 2 mountains of bee hoon :)...

Got PTM(parent-teacher meeting) after that so i left early :(.... its ok but i enjoy myself...

As i say before... i ate 2 mountains of bee hoon... and i tot i was jus going to have a simple dinner of La Mian... my mum promise me to bring me go eat one.... in the end my dad ordered a 4-person dinner meal whatsmore its a 8-course meal nearly died from eatting all the food hahax... but must really thank god for feeding me until fat fat hahax....

This was the current table situation... one word to say OVERCROWDING...

Food on course... Abolane...

Fried Rice...

Prawn...

Shark Fin...

Chicken...

Fish...

Tiam Sum... Xiao Long Bao my favourite :)

My drink... Ice Lemon Tea...

This one taste like those Japanese Pancake... inside got red bean paste one...

Mango Pudding...

So we 3 person ate a four peoples' dinner... so stomach also like a mountain le... hahax... and gosh... this sure is an expensive meal... $74plus plus... expensive but if your really count all the things is actually consider cheap :)....
Enjoy your day... :)

Many things happened!

2008-11-02T19:07:00.006+08:00

Firstly... Yesterday (1/11) we finally saw a PRCS baby :) hahax thank God for shadame life and really want to affirm her for taking this step of faith... This is the best-est news of all... i pray that she will stand firm in the Lord and continue to walk on strongly w God in her life and serve God together :)

Secondly... in the past few weeks... i keep on meeting until the teachers playing volleyball... so i join them for some fun :) but abit ps lei... hahax... anyway its fun to play with them... thanks so much teachers... Ms Huang and friends...

On the 22/10 went to LTA gallery for learning journey.. actually thought is a very boring trip one... but didnt know that acutally there got so many traps... so cool...

here are some pictures of the Gallery...

Oh ya forgot to say... this two teachers are the one who brought us there :)

The old traffic police :)

Past Licenses... Bus licence, Taxi licence etc...

Last time the bus ticket... punch hole those kind hahax

The ALS officer that catch the cars without the coupons... hard to catch lei

Singapore's transport roads... up and down hahax...

oh yes EOY results...

2008-10-20T20:32:00.002+08:00

hehe...
while i am waiting for the pictures to be send over by Germaine....
i should type about some thing i remembered and more fascinating its god's miracle...
and so i will keep it short...

My mid-year results that came back was a really bad one...

Class position was 30 out of 40...

and Level position was 160plus out of 188...

As you can tell from the numbers...

I was really at the end and not the top...

but god promised us that he will let us be the head and not the tail if we obey and listen to him...

follow his orders and he will surely bless us...

and so i wasn't thinking so much about my studies... but i plan to do better for the next half year...

When july came... its the start of term 3...

i was asked to play for JUMP concert... there it comes all the practices and all...

if you read the posts in front you will know that JUMP practices won't easy for me...

as its always at night therefore i have to sacrifice my time for practices....

OK back to the miracle...

Then after that follow by pioneering PRCS....

I was dead tired...

but i continue to serve god and sit for my testes... w/o studying at all... just what i had remembered in class i just took the testes...

NOW my EOY results...

it came as a total shock...

my class position jumped all the way to 7 out of 40...

and level position to 60plus out of 188...

WELL if this isn't God what can it be... it is totally impossible to like win over 100plus ppl in 6 months... totally impossible... and unbelievable....

but God is a God of miracles and wonders...

therefore i will continue to trust in him to grow to mature, to continue to serve him coz i know he is real... and there is no other god that love his ppl like he do... hope others will considering joining me in serving god... i am most welcome at any time :)

19/10/08

2008-10-20T20:19:00.002+08:00

As of 19th October 2008...

the old has gone... and the new has come... never will my life be the same again :)...

As of today i will officially be

Tay Shih Ching Everlyse

coz i went for water baptism and this is obedience coz its god's command :)

And others who baptized with me will officially turn to

GENEVIVE- Germaine Tay

GERARDINE- Melissa Tan

Lov-ina- Joey Quek

this are my beautiful sisters who baptized with me... hope they will live out to their name :)

Joey/Lov-ina (love), Melissa/Gerardine(courage) and Germaine/ Genevive(humble)... this are the areas that they want to grow in...

As for myself Everlyse...
its meaning is consecrated for God...
which in a less chim way means "set apart for God"...
Set apart for God's kingdom...
Or i set myself apart from the rest to serve God...
whichever meaning it is i wan to live up to the name :)...
I wan to...
I have been thinking about the words that god drop me through the prayer in the water... propersy by Cheng Lee and Dewen... I wan god in my life to seek him always as the first opinion than to seek my own knowledge coz man knowledge and ways are never higher than god's knowledge and ways....
therefore i wan to obey god serve him kingdom much more until the very day i see Jesus return...
or die..
this is my promise to you god... and i will keep it :)

LOVE you JESUS

ps. more photos coming up....

18/10

2008-10-19T23:09:00.003+08:00

YESTERDAY... i saw this on the bus....

I am rather happy but kinda like spoiling public things like that...
hm... so i also dunno what to do...

17/10

2008-10-19T21:40:00.005+08:00

17/10/08
today was suppose to be just a normal day... just that with no school coz its promotion day but it happened that i got cca... sad so i have to go school and this is wad i saw...

This is nearby tampines mall can see the smoke coming out.... guess you know what... FIRE!!!

after being put out... current state...

current states of the burnt shops...

wow.. look at the roof top... burnt until...

another view of the roof top...

macdonald's is also affacted... seems like its kitchen got burnt...

the Fire engine...

The shop that started the burning...

ok this dumb girl has nothing to do w the issue above... hahax this Jeslin but this is just a random photo that we took during the prayer meet on friday... the Prayer meet rocks... sia... met god... and god really speak into my life and moreover all his miracles he has done in my life nobody can say my god is unreal... coz you can never prove it :) JESUS ROCKS!

11/10

2008-10-19T21:01:00.008+08:00

hm... i cant really rmb what we did on the 11th october all i know is that we wear each of our cg the identity black and white... suppose to bluff Jeslin and Florence to wear other colours one but looks like they didnt get tricked lei...

Members of EA1a and EA1b... EastA1 grow grow grow :)

Us again...

And again... hahax we ask a salesperson from the shop to take for us...

ok this pic is like quite some time le but didnt post so now post :)

this is super super super super superx(dunno how many times) late le la but hor still post haha...

Cheng's some kind of a forfiet :) hahax... go Cheng Lee...

2008-10-15T15:52:00.002+08:00

hi i'm lame

blogged by chang yen just trying to be lame

10/10/08

2008-10-13T20:08:00.008+08:00

10/10

Hehe last day of exams... and wad a great time for the computer to break down right?
Whatever anyway its ok already... yay finally last day of exams le... time to relax...

BUT bad thing computer spoil so no entertainment so hor... pass 3 days hor my entertainment is a chinese book... gosh right? after exam still read book but never mind...

TODAY is my church 3 sisters birthday...

1. Florence
2. Jeslin
3. Adrelia

Anyway blogging now i already kinda forgot what i wanted to write to them already so i think i would forget it hahax... anyway wish them happy belated birthday again :)...

the whole EastA1 gathered together for them... feel honored ok? we plan v long de lei...

here got some random photos.. taken by joy...

ok thats joy shoulder hahax and missed me the shot and there is florence :)

Dunno why she take our back for fun i think

If you take some more photo florence is going to get angry!!!

us again... our back :) haha

joy take my phone upside down so florence become upside down

a picture of part of the group...
(left to right) Germaine, Yanyu, Cheryl and Minyi

I wish they you 3 who receive our present will continue to walk strong in Christ and continue to serve him... and really feel that we are a loving group yay!! love you all... see you all...

Exams

2008-10-06T13:43:00.001+08:00

Exams are really tough :(....

Nearly cant finish today's paper...

God giving me the loads also tough...

More responsibilities...

More stress....

More pressure....

BUT in all things rejoice in the Lord....

because God will always be there for us :) in every circumstances

My insecure

2008-09-27T22:28:00.003+08:00

Is it me or its true?

It seems that always people always take for granted the things i do... or did i not do anything well? To me i always seem so unimportant... Why god? am i turning insecure? or is it just some thing i didnt change from the start? Depressing... oh well nevermind i will get to the bottom of it... i dun wan turn my faith towards god into unbelieve toward god....

not in the mood to type now... so update next time....

Spliting of groups

2008-09-27T22:18:00.004+08:00

Ok Wednesday Yanyu announced the spiting of groups... hahax i wasn't at all surprised probably i have already seen it coming...

New Groups

EastA1a
Florence ( care leader)
Ying Ying
Melissa
JingJing
LinHui
Minyi
Evelyn
Shirlene
Me

EastA1b
Jeslin (care leader)
Joey
Jasmin
Germaine
Karmin
Adrelia
Sirui
Cheryl
Joy

should be around like that la... sorry if i missed out anyone cant remember...

JUMP'08

2008-09-20T22:01:00.021+08:00

Yo this are pictures from the JUMP'08 for practices and actual day... nice photography
Actual JUMP'08 is on the 22 Augest

starting from practices...

Setting up for practice

Rachel teaching me the violin... just trying...

Trumpet and scores... must be Peter's

During practice... opps i am blocked...

Peter teaching us again... need so much help hahax...
(background to foreground) Peter, me and Alicia

The cellos...(from left)Yan Shao and Si Jia

Before the actual performance...

The flutes
(from left) seok xian and Rui Hao

Cello section (from left) Daniel, Yan Shao and Si Jia

Behind the scenes....

Eating as a whole group... loving right?

Some lame photos... Peter trying to pose like a model...

Peter and Yan Shao... looks likes he is hanging in the air...

Our group photo.... opps i am not inside... happen that i am putting on make up hahax... missed it
Nicholas say he like this coz he is the one in the middle hahax

Now this is a group photo but many are blocked... i rushed in at the last min hahax

Well Shaun(centre) looks really funny here...

Daniel finally show his devil horns...
(being carried) Daniel, (carrying) right leg-Peter, left leg-Jason, body- Shaun

Actual Performance....

My Si Jia jie jie... she say i can call her that hahax... pretty right?

A single shot of our dearest conductor... RuiZhen...
Must really thank God for her... she did many many things for us wor... especially w her time...
And she is the one that is most stress throughout the JUMP... Thank God for you :)

Yan Shao again... With this cello this time... nickname aka Shao Ye

When we are not playing and happen to be on stage... i wonder where RuiZhen looking?
And where is RuiHao looking(behind RuiZhen)

Cool right? this pic... like heaven light shining down on us.... love this and this is the only pic
with everyone inside.... but seems like Peter's head got cut off hahax...

Where did the trumpet section go to?

Rui Hao disappeared in this picture coz covered by speaker... poor thing... we does not seem to have a full complete photo....

Finish...

And this is the Syfo Band with Nicholas missing... really wanna thank you ppl for the wonderful 2 months serving god together with you all... without you all this experience would not have been possible... Thank god for every single one of you.... really miss you all

Conductor
-RuiZhen (MinOps)

Cello
-Si Jia (adult)
-Yan Shao (Tertiary)
-Daniel (Central)

Violin
-Rachel (adult)
-Cheng Ying (JC)
-Nicholas (Central)

Flute
-Joanne (adult)
-Seok Xian (West)
-Rui Hao (Tertiary)

Saxophone
-Shaun (Tertiary)
-Jason (Teritary-TP)

French Horn
-Celestine (Teritary-NYP)

Trumpet
-Peter (MinOps)
-Alicia (Northeast)
-ME (East)

Back

2008-08-24T14:52:00.003+08:00

hm... sorry for not blogging for soooooooooooooooo long hahax...

buzi with Jump practices and to tell you the truth it was a total wow....

alright it ended on friday 22 augest... nevertheless it still rocks :)

yea and tell you wad... this is my group mv :) check it out... some mistakes here and there but not back for beginners ya?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1efS_Ci6R-g
update next time... many things happen hahax... but i am not going to say all ya? hahax :)

1/8/08

2008-08-01T21:06:00.003+08:00

Today is the 1st of August...

Its not jus another day to me coz its too amazing and shocking... things seems to be going simpilty amazing for the start of this month... its jus simplity COOL!!!

For a start... go to school late coz the bus was late and its was like 2 bus 17 come together which is like sure late one... den we board the bus at 7.12 can u believe it... need to report to school by 7.20 lei...

Den at this timing in the morning i suddenly stomachache... its like no toliet nearby coz its a busstop... so i waited v long for the bus to come so it was like ouch! until i reached school. It was so painful until i pray den get abit slighty better but still hurts abit really feels like sh!ting hahax...

we were let into school by the teacher coz he was actually counting the number of bus 17 that comes to the bus stop... he even recorded down the timing that the bus came...(reminded that stomachache is still there)

I managed to finish a lesson which is spontous writing not really writing alot like half a page den the bell rang.... quickly lend tissue from my friend den rush to toliet even w/o the pass, even w/o waiting for the next teacher to come... (not bad right still can ren!!!)

managed to sh!t out hahax... thank god... i think i ate something wrong the last night i think i knew wad its is... den i go back to class...

den gave Constance her belated birthday present!.... she looks like she like it alot...

After that was Maths lesson den i jus found out a cool thing... its that hor... every 1st day of a month at 12noon Churches will ring church bell... my friend tell me lor den we listen to the church bell together(although she not christain) so cool right but quite soft....

den go NYAA ceremony den onli band need perform ahhh!!! and we are the onli one that have cca for today and i think the girl guides too... change into band uni... dun really like the feeling in it again... warm like crazy hahax.. play lots of wrong notes and wrong timing so in the end ask god to help me den woots it worked i played ok... play fanfair den scared like dunno wad... when walk into the hall also me and joleen first... really scary and god thanks for using me so much but scary sia

nothing special but when seeing others go on stage that time i get really really nervous sia... den i dunnno wad to do... heart pump so fast!!! ahh... den close to my turn i really ask god to chill me down lor... and it kinda work... thank you god

and wads more my shoes wont v noisy (high heels are v noisy as u know) thank god... standing at the side waiting for the whole class when we bow and i wanted to go down and catch sherry they all in front den i need fall with the high heels in the end i end up walking down 2 steps at once lor... so unglam sia... gosh... i should have jus gave to Si Qi behind... lol

anyway later we played another song den funny thing... every entry point that i come in all late by half count one hahax... Joleen say i reaction retarded today hahax...

After this something even more COOLER happen... ok friday is confirmation day... so actually i wanted to ask PRCS ppl to go down but accidently press "pr" onli den accidently send the msg to a prss(pasir ris sec) girl... which i havent contract for long... and than i was like opps... but she is very interested in it... cool right?hope she can come... god u really rock big time...

My day is filled with ups and downs all at a go... and wow... how everything goes... anyway i love it hahax...

Whats more today is the birthday of the twins

JING's and YING's 16th birthday.... happy sweet 16 :)

IQ increased

2008-06-29T16:48:00.001+08:00

my IQ increased hahax since January :) hahax

Free-IQTest.net - IQ Test

worth trying

2008-06-23T19:40:00.003+08:00

Heys ppl here is afew links that i find that is worth trying to do... well u all can take a look... no need to pay so no harm but may got some gain :)

The training week

2008-06-15T18:34:00.004+08:00

ok the week after i came back from taiwan... tough training from syfo band and have WFL lesson if u are thinking wad is wfl its not waffle for sure...It means Word For Life

ok my schedule as followed...

2nd jun(mon)

-Cca from 10am to 1pm

-WfL from 3pm to 6pm

3rd jun(tue)

-suppose to meet peter for practice for the songs but in the end didnt find place so cancelled so i slacked at home hahax...

4th jun(wed)

-Syfo band practice 12noon-3pm

i really enjoy myself really... play w my new known friends Pamela(JC), SeokXian(west), Nichloas(NorthEast) and RuiZhen & Peter (MinOps)

although the training wasnt easy but we have fun together... ok i was the noisiest there hahax... and i brought some food coz i scared ltr i hungry and indeed i was hungry ltr but i gave Pamela and SeokXian some food also hahax... so we 3 shared abit of tai yang bing that i bought from taiwan

-Wfl from 3pm to 6pm

really hungry hahax.. bought some snacks on the way... hehe

-Shepherding

missed the shepherding w my shepherd becoz of my too buzii schedule... psps

5th jun(thurs)

-MCG

EA cg... we ate sushi, played games, and all... really fun... gosh... haha..really play until v late... ltr i think they went to plaza singapura to eat or something so i went home...

6th jun(fri)

-CCA from10am to1pm

chat w joleen during cca hahax... also learnt abit about a new song... THE SIMEONS.. dunno how to spell it

-syfo band from 3pm to 6pm

yay... here we come again into a time that i enjoy this time round i brought jelly and fung li su for the syfo band ppl hahasx... coz i realise in the last practice that after the practice that everyone will be tired and hungry... so i brought food for them... hahax after the practice i said "PPL i am here to fatten u hahax" & RuiZhen say "v fat already no need fatten le" hahax... den we eat as we go and me &Nicholas have to run to usher meet...

-usher meeting from 5pm to 7pm

ok so me and nicholas rush to the meeting which is left like around 20mins... and we realise we are ushering the same day as the concert... so its going to be a buzii day for us on that day...

7th jun(sat)
-service day

8th jun(sun)
-tuition from 9.30am to 11.30 am

-electone lesson from 12noon to 1pm

-syfo band practice together w all the singers and other musicians

this one is real cool coz its the first time i meet the singers and musicians and play together altogether... this camp really give me alot of different experience that i have never thought of... wow god really refreshes mine.... and allowed me to serve in many diff ways... really... god thanks alot

God stur my heart again

2008-06-05T21:39:00.005+08:00

ok i am going to update my blog again cuz there is some thing to update ma hahax...

ok the whole EA knows today is mcg ya? wad i wan is type is not abt mcg but wad happens after that...

i took the same bus back w ida to her house nearby bus stop and switch bus to 69 back home... so i was on my way home on the bus and it passed by temask poly... and it reminded me of the grads who moved on to teritary... suddenly i missed them alot...

i wonder why i live so near to temask poly but have never ever ever meet any of the poly ppl on the streets before... thinking thinking i reached home in a few stops... i drag going home cuz my mum want me to go for make up tuition... it really is a drag...

nevertheless... i still drag to the tuition centre... i was a few mins late but surprisingly when i went there the teacher jus let the ppl go into the classroom...

i shall skip the lesson part... all i know i was half falling asleep thats all... after that i didnt plan to stay for v long but kinda stuck on a question so i have to ask the teacher... but when the teacher say half way den i realise wad i didnt do...so dumb its jus like subbing in the values... lol... ltr chat w the teacher awhile...den ask him for last month the recipt for the tuition fee...

it was after i left the tuition centre when i feel like drinking bubble tea... so i went to buy all the way behind the shops... i walk on and on... and i brought my bubble tea... & when i wanted to walk to the bus stop... i see AH BE & PRIS w their other 2 friends... i cant believe my eyes

Ah Be wave to me i waved back... i ran to them like a little kid and really ans them really like a small kid... i chat w them awhile and ask if they coming for the wed camp concert... den we said bye....

althought its jus a small conversation... deep feeling stuck me... to me seeing them is like wad i hoped for... even thought i tot of it but i never really ask god for it... god jus give it to me like that... he really knows wad i wanted... this is the best bubble tea i ever drank... wad a gift from god...

as i go home on the way... i nearly cried out on the bus... but i told myself not to but still drip some tears out of my eyes... all i can say to GOD thank you so much... nothing can describe my feelings now... thank you so much god... thank you

MORE TO IT
alright so... i also thought it end here but it continued on saturday service... coz i happen to be CHENGLEE birthday on 8Jun so we plan to celebrate it hehe... at asia room... & it happen to be 5.30pm & u know wad 5.30pm is teritary service den we met the ppl who moved on to teritary...
CaiJuan, AhBe, Pris, Shrls, Mag,ShuhFen,Angelin, PeiQing... cool right?? i met all of them.. even the syfo queen...RuiZhen i also met her... cool la... this is totally god's plan... thank god for blessing my small wish...

thank you so much god... love ya more and more each day

taiwan trip

2008-06-04T09:45:00.006+08:00

ok now i should update about my taiwan trip... actually its jus like that hahax...

ok taiwan got alot of things to eat but not really alot of things to buy so in the end i buy food back to singapore instead hahax... some may get to try the food i brought back

sorry ppl i am not go into details about the days but i think i should put some photos here for all my friends to see

me w joleen

me w joleen again

me w alicia

me w joleen again again

tour guide w me

(L>R) benita&her buddy, my buddy&i, sherie's buddy&sherie, si dizing&her buddy

some classmates from 805 class w me,sherie and benita

me w one of the classmate from 805

my buddy(jia ling) & me

claudia(roommate) & me

my school teacher that is being carried in front for some show hahax

above are some pictures taken w my friends... if wan taiwan natural places photos find me in msn ba.. hahax... see everyone soon

back from taiwan

2008-06-04T09:22:00.005+08:00

hi ppl i am back from taiwan you can say :)...

got a pretty cool testi to share :) it may not be cool to some but to me yes :)

I really thank god for protecting me through the trip from taiwan back to singapore :)

some information of taiwan is that it is a country with alot of disaster... thousands over earthquakes a year... tai feng also have... so its dangerous place but its still nice there...

thankfully we onli went there for 8 days and also on the 25 may to the 1 jun if we stay there for even one day more... or a few hours more we would have experence the level 6 earthquake that has happen on the 2 jun morning... i really thank god for bring us to safetly before the distarter stucks on taipei...

wads more the tour guide told us that the actually level that its shaking is onli applied at level 1... with every floor that u are higher than ground... the earthquake level increased by 1... and i rmb on the last time i was living on the 6 floor and that wont i be feeling level 11 earthquake...goodness.

anyway during the days in taiwan there is also anearby country that got earthquake but lucky taiwan was not affacted... thank god... it was on the last day at taiwan that time 9am like that... God is so cool to dunno like wad...thankfully for god i jus walk pass a near disaster like that...really thank him for the protection

Love you so much oh lord Jesus!

MORE TO IT
shortly after we knew about the earthquake... on the 6th june, we only den realise one of the place we went which is "tiao yuan" caught a big fire...so overall i thank god for the protection for me and my friends really...

thank you so much god... love u buckets and buckets

long time no blog

2008-05-12T20:59:00.003+08:00

Heys all my friends out there... havent been blogging for quite a long long time... anyway yup exams are over hahax... finally get to relax for some time... before speeding off again... funny thing today my specs broke all of a sudden... but its ok anyway i dun need to attend school today so fine :)... i really pray to god for this week upcoming results that it will sucessfully give god his honour through me.... and my promise to anglin have to get fulfilled too i will gambateh the... so must u ok??? seee u soon

Love you all everyone and love u lots Jesus...

My birthday

2008-04-22T21:31:00.003+08:00

Heys everyone out there... sorry for not posting anything for quite a long time... hahax... yupp sorry really busy and when i wasn't busy... my computer got virus so didnt really have lots of time to update so here i will update abit ba :)

Ok firstly i want thank all my friends who bothers to rmb my birthday (which is 19/4)hahax... Thanks

PeiWen, XingXuan and SiQi for the M&M chocolates (blue, brown and yellow)
btw its still in my bedroom hahax...

Oh yes and my Springfield contacts... :) can say friend
Got Mellysa. grace, pris and etc etc dunno still got who but thanks for the present to whoever out there

My lovely Care Group members.... who created a song for me although its lame but i kinda agree w the facts la... come on i know myself well hahax... here its how it goes ( sing in the tune of happy birthday)

Happy birthday to you
You are super lame
we give you our legs
see how we love you

祝你生日快乐
你蛮不好笑
给你这双美腿
我们多爱你

wierd song but ya tts me in church hahax :)

Next thanks my Band friends... for the ice cream chocolate cake? hahax.. i dunno who pay for it but thanks all... oh yes and for the 2 months before the shirt from them hahax.... thanks alot ppl

Thanks everyone and thanks all for the early/ on time/ belated wishes that u all send thanks :)

P.S. Jus made my Ic and gotten my new passport on the day... God although i didnt fulfill the promise with you but trust me god i will work harder :) no matter wad :)

Affirmation

2008-03-27T20:15:00.005+08:00

Here i want to affirm someone :) hehe... and that is...

*...........DrumRolls........*

MY(wait let me count in NUMBERS 1,2,3,4,5) 6 MONTHS SHEPHERD MINYI!!!!!
erm... hm... still got plus 11 days la hehe
if plus follow-up days that will be around 9 months since i come in hehe

Erm hehe... hi shepherd :)
heres your favourite purple colour hahax :)

anyway i wanna thank GOD for you for all u have done in my life... seen me grow and change... making every effort to try and understand me... prepare for every shepherding and in the end realise that i cant make it...
all the more i think i want to thank god you for even bothering to shepherd me when u are awfully worried about another things that are troubling you... guess as others say u really cover your emotions in front of your sheep... i cant never tell from your emotions what are u thinking...
coz i will never know... even if i ask you will say nothing
all the more you care for me i really hope i can share your problems... although there are many times we have miscommunication but u often clear it up immediately... you have not told me alot of things that i want to know but i think u know the best if u wan to tell or not :)
Lastly i really wan thank god for you for being in my life guiding me through my things though u may be younger but god has really used you greatly to even let u take care of someone older... God has a plan for you thats why you are here... serving with every single one of our church ppl... and thanks you have been a great shepherd and also a great friend...

Love you sooooo sooo much!!!

Praise

2008-03-23T17:14:00.003+08:00

Yay i wanna praise god for a few things

Firstly,
is to thank god for sending ppl down on friday... although my visitor cannot make it but nevertheless... our group brought lots and lots of ppl to come and join us for the friendship event on friday... and even one convented... joey's friend... jiayou wor joey :)

Secondly,
praise god that i found a sister-in-chirst who have the high level of passion to complete god's minisity in my school but not being able to do so :) we are both comfort by knowing that we dun stand alone... thank you so much Lord

Thirdly,
god pour down blessing to allow my friends to avail their time to come down to my church :)... thank you so much for u all to come down... i wonder why god so wierd one... i am trying to find out wad a kind is he... he always never let me bring visitors but when the day comes i will always bring like one whole group of ppl... scary... first time was DEC... tt time was 5 now 3 i wonder but anyway thanks for his blessings ya?

Fourth,
I suggested for Add Maths tuition... i know my mum dun wan to waste alot of money on tuition so when i hear all the prices i was upset but god bless us with a price of $88 for the tuition... God u rock mann... and now i know i go all out for u Lord... to bring glory to u through the things i do... love u lots god

Fifth,
Finally my com is back :) haha... after getting the 1min shut down virus i hadnt use the computer for like ages but anyway... glad to be back ya?... my computer u rock... stand strong... god will bless my com ya? haha god is really making my path straighter den ever

Yea... wow isnt that amazing... GOD u rule my world :)... i praise u with all my heart :)

Heng

2008-03-04T20:41:00.004+08:00

Ok long time no blog make things short so not so long :) got other stuffs to do :)

Monday(3/3)

Nothing is more interesting den today coz never so long i have felt god so real ya?

Well most ppl who sit beside me during assembly will know that during that time Mr Ong was talking and i felt it so bored that i wan to prevent myself from sleeping i have to either read my storybook or comic book which i brought to the hall...

When i started reading... i was half asleep while reading haha... didnt know i did it but i did... not long after that... After awhile i hear alot of ppl around me called my name... i look up DREAMILY... not a good sign... Mr Phua(our sch discpline master)was standing there with his arm showing me his plum... DIE...

As most know my comic book was mo shou by him... shucks... panic was the onli thing i thought of... NOW in full awakeness den i think of the bad points and some more the comic book belongs to my aunt!!!

Bad points i could think of
1.Call parents (get grounded & not be able to go out)
2.Mo shou comic until 10 weeks parents come and get ( i will rather die)
3.Mo shou ( i dun mind, jus throw it away i will buy another book back)
4.Detention

More and More... den all i can think of the solution was to forget about it... well not let me forget about it but the teacher forget about it... at the point of time i really hope that i know hypothesis... so that he can go to sleep and den i can make him forget about it but things still have to be faced.

Sitting over there thinking... all that i could hear is my heart beating and den i pray v v v v v v v hard... i was like GOD!!! HELP ME PLZ I DUN WAN GET SCOLDING FROM MY PARENTS/TEACHERS I PRAY AMEN!!! and den i pray like over and over again the same thing... it seem like the comic book concerns my whole life like tt becoz of one thing is that COMIC BOOKS ARE SUPPOSED TO BE BANNED IN SCHOOL and den i still bring them to school i am commit suidice.

Then the end of the assembly... here come the time that i am going to die... we are dismissed from the hall... but ppl who are going to taiwan are suppose to stay behind to meet Ms Ong :)so i stayed... and den i realise later all the classes are gone and i saw Mrs Sheri and Mr Paul together i feel like die... i no longer good student le... Mrs Sheri is my sec 1 geog teacher who inspired me with her geog facts :)...

I dun care le i jus go up and say sorry to them both... unsure at first :)... and den he look at me!!! If he going to scold i will break into pieces... he havent spoken yet... den Mrs Sheri say... She is a good student and blah blah... den i am like huh? den Mr Paul spoke say...

Ok la i understand that if i dun take yr book other will also do the same and say how come never take your book away and some more yrs is comic book... it is banned in school but i do understand that comic can help to destress so ok u can read those but not in school ok?... den he return it to me... and he smiled... he smiled?!

And den Mrs Sheri say heys your earring cannot wear in school ar... take it out... when i was about to take it out den... she say if u dun wan take out now and put in your pocket den later get lost den yr mummy will say Mrs Sheri fault... tml dun wear it to school ar den i was like orh!!

And today she look and me den she point to her ear and den i poin to mine saying that i never wear anymore and she smiled and nodded her head....

well wont everything a blessing from god... i wont have gotten away so easily from them... they are the displine teachers after all... all i can say now is GOD THANK YOU :)

yay

2008-02-25T20:26:00.002+08:00

Ok Ms Ong jus called me... yay!! she give me hope of going to taiwan again :)... yay!! ok sherie so i didnt really ps u ok??? soo no need to talk to your hand right :)... yay!! yay!!! i wan go!! must inform cassandra also!!! woots!!

Ps for not blogging so long... anyway who cares i maybe going to taiwan lei :)... hehe... i wonder wad to do for cg on wed... games ma... need to think it through!!! see u all around... opps look like my tagboard spoiled... who cares anyway :)

&& thanks thanks minyi for the exam kit :)

God is good

2008-02-14T14:57:00.003+08:00

ok ps for so long no blog :)...here i go from saturday :)

Saturday 9/2

Ok went for service today well hehe enjoyed it as usual :).. ok the thing is that i went home v late at night... usually will get a big scolding from my dad... so anyway got use to it already... hehe... ok tonight it feels difference... when i went home ya... still get scolding but my dad's face damn black la... my mum look away... after i change my clothes and brush my teeth my dad slam the door and went into his room... after that i ask my mum why... she say they jus quarrel becoz she say my dad stubborn... this is the first time my parents quarrel until so bad so i was worried

Sunday 10/2
Woke up... and didnt even found my dad at home... he still v pissed off... anyway ya... so no choice i already told my band friends that i will be going steamboat with them... so i have to go and also to meet CJ to teach me hw... my dad came back and my mum sat down and discuss some things coz this cannot go on like that... in the end my dad agree to not limit me to have to sleep at 11pm and also dun get angry when i cant make it home by 10 :) cool lor praise god :)... anyway ya... haiz and my dad hor becoz morning he pissed off that why he go cancel my electone lessons... so it will end at the end of march.... but later went home my mum tell me that she will go and sign it back up on her account :) yay... Praise god even more

Ok so now its the going out part.. yup meet Rachelle,Joleen and Aaron at pasir ris interchange and den later Sherie and Kendrick went up the train at Tanah Merah(wadever it is spelled at) yup so we went to Bugis later many other join us :) there is still two hours to the steamboat timing that we booked so we dunno wad to do... some guys went to play lan and the rest of us go shopping... not my type but ok la... really hope that time my leg wont go jelly... anyway i tot they were jus shopping and den sudden say buying my birthday present for me now... shocked... but draggy ok lor... Thanks alot Sherie, Joleen, Rachelle and Cassandra the v v v extremely early birthday present... my mum say nice :)and my dad came back and smiled at me i was like wasn't u exploding in the morning??? but u ppl really got v v nice taste for clothes :)no comments about the steamboat it was good thats all i know :)

Monday 11/2

Ok monday woke up and got shocked by my dad... he placed a black card on my wallet and den i was like pa? he say its for me the cashcard and its new but the designs are wierd but its ok :)went to school with lots and lots of hw undone but lucky didnt really hand up alot so got a few days to do... hehe ok school doesnt not really have lots of highlights anyway its jus school as usual... i really enjoyed myself in the rehersal :)... well its still a secret wad it is but my church friends will soon know :)

Tuesday 12/2

When for SS lesson and jus realised that Ms Chua has jus lost her voice... oh no... our SS lesson was like a mine show... from Ms Chua but really pity her... pray that she will get her voice back :)... hehe so... ya after that is CCA skills like half the time but ok la... and the sec 1s are here :) hehe... Mr Goh told us that our sections will have 3 juniors and there will be twins in our section it gonna be real fun la can :)... haha cool anyway Nazir dun be upset kk :) haha jkjk... rush over to the place to rehersaled didnt really rehersal so went there to play pool instead haha :)

Wednesday 13/2

Hahax... wednesday its late go school day so ya as usual.. :) after school i went for cg fun :) received many words from wad others spoke :)... i wan to see Sp completed :)... work hard!!! Jesus must help us kk :)

ok la thats around it

And for those who hates me i got this to tell u: it doesnt matter if you all hate me to the core or into the core... i cant do everythng to please everybody... i jus not the type... if u cant stand me... jus ignore me... you can write your name BIG BIG there and say u hate me i wont care anyway... and even so i wish u all good luck in your studies :)& God bless u :)

Praise God!

2008-02-03T09:38:00.000+08:00

WOW... i want to praise god in this post... it is really amazing how we see god move in our group... yesterday for service there are 3 contacts that came for springfield and 1 from changkat... amazing... after the whole thing... 2 contacts from springfield and the 1 changkat converted... although they are shy to go down... but i really wan to really thank god for their faith to go and receive Christ... Anyway this is the best choice u all have ever done in yr life... :) I pray in Jesus name that they will continue to walk strongly in the lord :) Amen :)

Next up... hahax... yesterday went to see AHS the concert band play :).... hahax... they are v loud... haha... the hall from one end to another can hear... and then is like 1.5 times of Pasir Ris Crest hall la... or maybe bigger hahax... They played lots and lots of fast fast music.... and i hear lots of squeaks hahax... and some wrong notes... and erm... a dying out notes somewhere hahax.... anyway its impressive that their band is so big... hm so wow... hahax... anyway gambateh in Pasir Ris Crest Band!!!

ROAR!!!

2008-02-01T20:55:00.000+08:00

Ok i am getting irriated by some ppl... hope they know their limits and stop doing what they are doing... you dun wan study fine but dun come and disturb me... Doesn't mean i never say anything i dunno anything about it ok... and hor can dun like act like my friend in front of me and den behind my back do whatever u wan to do... have some guts la... u want do do it openly dun snack around...irriating ppl

Anyway today band manger that got chosen is sherie and hafiz... on tuesday was sabrina and weiliang... the job dun really look pretty fun to me :)... anyway jus learnt from the piece First Suite in E flat... played the first one but the march play half way... coz we pissed mr goh off?? Its not like we dun wan to play lor... but den is that when u play the first den the second part lost the rythrm le lor... den my mind go blank dunno play wat...haiz no need to be so pissed at us right?! Sorry lor... haiz all i know is my playing suck big time... wonder when can play like mr goh... nice and sweet

2008-01-27T16:07:00.000+08:00

God is testing me... not serious until want to die but at least it is going to close to my limit of explostion...feeling very tired of the world... just feel like telling GOD!!! give me a break la... when last wednesday during care group... CaiJuan was leading testi... and she gave us this piece of paper.. and ask us to write our blessing... i stuck dumb... i was like huh... blessing ar... den i was like GOD!!! give me a blessing that i could think off...

BLANK...

Thats all i could think of... i found that throughout the week god have onli given me lots and lots and problems... how but no blessing... so i just wrote a blessing that is of last week... but anyway i should rejoice... problems means growth... papa u need to help me lei... all my problems are going to squeeze my brain dry... i need yr help... help me help me help me... i dun care wad u are going to call me to do jus solve them... haiz... now i also have no more time for evaxing also... how god... pray that u will make time for me... from anyway and everywhere... how i dunno, I should be asking u Papa... God teach me to solve this problems... love you lots...

Yesterday 25/1

2008-01-26T08:57:00.000+08:00

Yesterday 25/1
Ok yesterday was interesting la :)... ok we got a special chinese lesson that is onli eatting cake section... :) becoz today is Ms Ong Hui Chee the birthday :)... celebrated in advance :)... anyway yup we spent the whole chinese lesson eatting cake and hor... teacher say she love us alot and give us hw... lol right?? haha... anyway yup... we all chip in money and we bought the cake... well not everyone when to buy... one or two... ok maths teacher didnt come :) haha... the whole class chat like recess time...so the other things after that wasnt really interesting le...

Ok den comes band practice... haha we played Holland V again... Mr Goh took out a new piece which is Kopi-O haha... all the very old songs all coming out le... den after that is First Suite in e flat which is something that he didnt even go through and we cannot even get the music out... alright so nevermind :)... we will know how the next practice :... scary lei... i scared being called out to stand in front of the band lei... wad to say ar?? will brain blank lei... let see how it goes first ba

Today 22/1

2008-01-22T20:31:00.000+08:00

Ok today feel like jus another day... hahax :)... lessons are still as interesting as ever... ESPECIALLY MATHEMATICS... hahahax... anyway had a fun time in class... class as noisy as ever but its alright... used to it already :)...

Ok here i part that i feel v rotten... although i like band but but but... today play new song and then my seniors all push me up to the 1st piece... that why was like huh?!?! and got so many mistakes uncountable for!!! ekk my playing is just as bad as ever... never at once pro lor... pro is like Mr Goh's nice sound... anyway hehe :) i think i will not be going to go off early from band on friday ba :) anyway got lots of hw :) so cant blog too long :)... hahax... biies!

hope leen recover soon so that she can join us in playing soon :)

Check out wad my name means :)

2008-01-20T15:13:00.000+08:00

What Shih Ching Means

S is for Serious

H is for Hilarious

I is for Important

H is for Hardworking

C is for Calm

H is for Happy

I is for Industrious

N is for Nice

G is for Godlike

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Sec 3 camp

2008-01-20T10:45:00.000+08:00

ok la as many know that i went for camp on Mon 14/1 :) sorry for updating it so late coz no time no use the computer :)

Mon 14/1

Ok report to school normal time today but will be going for camp... real cool lor... anyway ya we are going to Sarimun scout camp... starting we all set out on the bus... our class reached there the first :) ok la along side with another class together... we set there for briefing... den the first activity set up the camp... trust me its not easy... the tent keep on like crook or something... and the tent is really heavy to lift it up... anyway ya that all lor... after we finish setting up our tent have lunch :)

After lunch we set off for our activies... my class got the more teamwork activites first... and not all the water games first :)... we play magic finger for the first activity... our class is split into two groups known as THE GREATEST and CHIO BU... so when u put them together u get THE GREATEST CHIO BU... v wierd but kinda funny also... ok the magic finger is about this long long pole... around 2m plus high... and as a group we are suppose to get the car wheel of the pole... our group used alot of teamwork to get the wheel out but failed... whereas the other team got the wheel out by asking micheal aka michelle to climb the pole and take the wheel out and in again... in the end we all gave each other a clap for putting effort in :)

Next activity was suppose to be Harry Potter... but we didnt know what is it because it started to rain... v sad right... so in the end we sat in the dining area to play the tapping game... hard and a little boring... anyway some ppl becoz do wrongly have to do forfeit... hehe so in the end they ask them to do the little tea pot... but we dunno how to do... so Ms Huang our physic teacher did a demo for us... haha and den when the forfeiters need to do it Mr Ong our princpal appeared so we invited him to with along with us haha... funny la... abit dumb...

Ok den we go to a shelthered place to draw our groups the u know banner... Now current at the back of our classroom... anyway we spent some time on it but dunno how old so its ok... anyway... we had fun :)... after we talk and chat and had some photo with the banner... later we played 007... and Radhiah sang humdy dumdy sat on the wall... and it became the class erm kinda like logo??? After that we are back for dinner

Wahh its the fourth parargraph le ar... wad a long day mann.... Ok after u think we have dinner that the end?? not quite yet... we went for blind man's trial :)... we like went on for half and hour??? but dunno where we are going?? lucky our teacher didnt pour water on us like some others did...lucky... after that we took off our blind fold and went back to the dining area to learn some fire camp songs :).... we have quite alot of fun becoz the instructers are v funny... haha... after that we have a bathe and den back to the dining area to have supper... and den asssigned a tent to sleep in... i share a tent with some 3/8 ppl and 2 our class ppl... the tent is v warm... seriously i thought it will be cool... so that the end of day one..

Tues 15/1

Ok we all knew that we are going to have water and mud activites today... ekk right... ya after breakfast... we have the first activity which is to cross the milo pond... well its call milo pond becoz it has the milo colour becoz of the mud... we are suppose to like got problem and we have to solve it before everyone have to go down the pond and cross over... Ms Huang also went over lei... cool... ok that first activity we are wet already then the next activity is known as race against time... it is some obsticles that we need to go through like going over the tall wall... under the poles... and with a stretcher to go through all the way... tortoise crawl under a sheet of dunno what & there is watery mud below... den leopard crawl through the mud... den run over life floods... den throw rubbery pads on the ground so that everyone could pass through even with the strecher... and then run to the starting point with everyone in the group... our group got 19 mins plus... haha... but it was really exciting to think of going through all the things... then our instructor holes the water over us like plants like that haha... feels like a plant mann... after that even more exciting we are going back into the milo pond again... haha... we wen through the car wheel again... fun but later on my muscule in my stomach is aching haha so after that go to the slide... and into the milo pond again :)
then its lunch time... a very long morning right?

after that we are suppose to go for expitation on our own class but in the end there is lighting and it started to rain and then we stay in a room to do our cheer for later the campfire... we did the little green frog... the normal verision, strong den sexy den act cute verision.. goodness... ok that all we did in the afternoon den we had dinner...

after dinner is campfire blah blah blah... den all the campfire events and all... all the funny funny stuff all the way until 9 plus 10 den off we go for supper.... but our class didnt really have supper coz our instructor didnt take for us so no supper but we did enjoyed the camp....

again back to the tent to sleep really really tired becoz of all the activities :)

Wed 16/1

Today not much things jus to debelief... and to clean up areas... eat breakfast and then back to school :) haha ok la that all for the camp... got a few scartchs here and there but i did enjoy the whole camp so its worth it :)... i heard from the sec 2 that they dislike the camp... haha wad to do?? everyone of us went through it also haha so they have to do it too :)

Sianzing

2008-01-13T22:06:00.000+08:00

I am getting tired of playing computer games anyway update yi xia my blog hehe :)... anyway..ok from Thursday...

Thursday 10/1

Today during SS class... Orange nearly got threw around... if not the poor orange will be flying around the class again... anyway orange is banned from our class (its in the rules)i thought that Ms Chua is going to bring black here... scared me... life still goes the same and Mr Sean, our maths teacher is still talking to the white board... anyway its was boring...

Hope Joleen, Sherie and her dad get well soon!!

Friday 11/1

The day of panic... all my seniors all never come for cca!!! Died!!... i am suppose to teach 3 juniors at first i still thought on Tuesday that Cassandra Koh and Joleen is coming in the end nobody came!!!! Anyway its not their fault for not coming... some things happened.... ahhh so dead... anyway just like that lor... die or die go for band practice head on... teaching 3 juniors not easy sia... especially when they dun listen to you... took them for sectionals from 3.45 to 6.30... i dunno if they learnt anything... i jus know that i am a very bad teacher thats all...

Saturday 12/1

Service Day... enjoyed myself with my church friends... Si Qin came!! My twin :)... anyway sorry for being so random... now i know why i so random le coz my shepherd also random one... anointing flows ma :)... we went shopping at Plaza Sing again... like almost went there every saturday it feels like another tampines mall... anyway who cares

Today 13/1

Went for electone lessons :) learn romance the song :)... anyway had fun.. today is a boring day... jus stayed at home and play computer most of the day... anyway use until happy ba... coz tml we will be going for camp for 3 days lei... going to miss my bed... sure going to be damn tired de... its going to be wet and dry... anyway haiz still got chair roles to plan... its going to be damn paiseh de la... still have to do it... laugh all u all wan ba... my cg members!! :)