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Ok alot of things happened... and yup :) so thats all folks coz i lazy to type everything out hehe... more to come :)

waiting for god's movement :)

I was reminded by something in Jeslin's blog... thanks... you rock :)... So i decided to edit this post... hehe... this i wad we discussed on tuesday's devotion... Its a simple question that keep us thinking :)

What do you think that will make God smile? (some points we think out) :)
-Earnestly seek God through QT
-obedience
-Child-like faith responds
-when ppl receive Christ from other group, we should rejoice
-thanking God in all circumstances
-spending time w god on a one-on-one basis
-rejoice w others through their breakthroughs & in turn get encouragement through it
-through our actions, we have the desire to learn
-respect ppl around us

Seriously i wan to see the smile on god's face :) just like a loving father :) and i want to have part of god's heart

WFL on this Monday and Today is great...
learn character study on Daniel, Moses, Rahab and Paul (Saul)

Things i wanna apply :)...
-willing to be judged for something I didnt do
-address the problem & forget about them and give a solution to it
- wisdom to turn the situation around...

LOL in the end i type so much :) wadever :)

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God i dun understand... hahax... god is putting me through trial now seriously... alot of wierd things have been happening but seriously i can tell this is god... becoz nothing will become so timely... other then god's plan...

First thing was the one i blog before this....
and den yesterday... i am suppose to ask Carol down for fellowship... seriously i think is not that she dun wanna help herself... but seriously its like the devil making things hard... seriously...

In the morning i sent for iris... it came... however...

yesterday my phone went crazy... those who wanna find me... call me and can reach me... but however all my sms will get stuck and my way of communicating w Carol? sms... lol.... so i sms her she saw and replied... however my phone didnt respond... and send the sms to me... so it was stuck...

Only at night when after we went to play L4D and i send the bus no. the iris no. didnt reply... and i told yanyu they all... they say normally is like tt de... den i went like ya sometimes... den i went home i think again... it cant be so slow right?

i restarted my phone and den all my sms flooded in.. i saw carol's sms... and all the others... lol i am i am up against something... however i dun understand why god is putting me through this test... am i up for it? god you got to help me alright?

Labels: God tell me plz, god's plan, God's testing and trials

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This morning I breakdown... hahax my caregroup, minyi, yanyu and florence will know hahax... well seriously i think that hor when i breakdown is like so obvious can... ok so like next time must have some cover... i totally cant hide at all... :( bad bad

To all who are concerned :)
Sorry for making you all worry hahax :) seriously... Funny Ida thought i was angry w her... hahax... Ida i am not angry w you hahax...

Seriously god is still as real in my life as ever... hahax... actually this incident can say is snowball from yesterday Caregroup ba... hahax...

Yesterday during caregroup... the chairperson implement the new thing of being puntural for events etc... den dunno why suddenly i turn v bitter hahax... den i started rebelling... also dunno why.... which is v not like me.... but i didnt take it to heart for v long...

At night, was using to com to try to make ida sleep coz i dun wan her to be late for today's East A Training class... hahax... in the end i pei her until 3plus am.. cannot take it anymore...

Before i went to bed i set the alarm clock.. and guessed wad? when i put it on top of the table it fell off... and hit the ground... after that i checked again to make sure that the alarm is on and i place it back on to the table...

Morning arrives... I woke up to my horror its 9.25am... and i set the alarm clock at 8am... surely it cant be me that off the alarm... after that i grab my clothes and rush to the toliet on the way asking my mum whether did she off my alarm.. and she said must be i woke up and off it... and i went like cant be!... den i went to bathe... and my mum test out the alarm clock again... it worked! lol... but i am v certain that i didnt off the alarm...

I managed to get out of my house and reach tampines inter at 9.50am... logically is able to reach pavillion on time right? i went to the bus there... and i saw 19 and i doubt if it goes to 400plus... in the end i didnt take.. cause i call mabel and asked and she told me she dunno lol... i went like lol! you live at that area... when i sms yanyu... the 19 left... and den she joking say... in the sms... "first time come my house ah"... den she give the bus nos. behind and i saw 19... lol! actually can make it on time de lor...

10am... bus 38 came... i am late... i board the bus and sat down and mel's call came... i answered the phone... and wad v bu gan xin... cause actually can be early de lor... my heart started to ache and i wanted to cry... ON THE BUS!!..but i ren... when i reached the pavilion... Shixuan said "wahh you so early sia" and carin read the time 10.11am... i was like orh... actually i wont have bother me much so i went like orh... and i walk away cause it feels like they just rub salt on my wound... and i was alr going to cry... actually even if they dun say anything i was alr going to cry le so it doesnt matter...

i went away alone... obviously mel who is my mfl, minyi who is my ex shepherd, sirui like playing w mel stop playing... and mabel who is like close to me realised... also does ida... cause ida thought i angry w her so of coz she will realise... aiya like everyone there realised you know... aiya simply summarise it is that I AM TOTALLY NOT MYSELF... thats it...

i didnt bring my phone so they couldnt contact me and got worried... well i was crying w myself for awhile... i was crying to God like why so unfair and like why am i late la... ming ming is can early de lor... like so gu yi wanna make me late why?... but no ans...

i calm down my heart alittle... i went back... i check my phone.. and minyi ask me "are you alright?"... i can feel them looking at me... den i went away again... this time melissa came after me... i dun think its v nice to cry in front of everyone... not say to hold my pride la... but its v funny to let everyone see u crying den they willl keep asking... i rather let as little ppl know as possible hahax...

Melissa talked to me... i get v upset and talk back at her again... mann i am rebellious... den i started crying... well not the first time she sees me cry... she actually continued talking but i told her to leave me alone... which is just "mouth hard" in chinese... thank god she didnt love you lots mel... she sat at one side... after i calm down... she told me wad the holy spirit prom her to say...

"the alarm clock didnt ring in the morning, and didnt know the bus can come... all this is not within your control la but its like maybe yesterday all those things i rebell maybe becoz of my pride... etc etc" somehow i am reminded ya.. hahax...maybe it is...

later the leaders came (Yanyu, Jeslin and Flo)... and they are preparing for teaching or QT worship and QT leading... Yanyu asked mel why is she sitting there... and she walk nearer she saw me... hahax i saw the shock on her face and i nearly wanna laugh hahax... welll its not her first time seeing this too... hahax... den florence come and saw too... its not her first time too... hahax... I am not sure if Jeslin knew i was there until like we are starting QT but somehow she know someone is there ba... her guitar playing scared me... hahax... coz she was playing v soft at first den suddenly she play v loud at the next note den i jumped...

Yanyu and Jes was preparing for worship during QT... and they were singing this song... O how i long... when i heard that song i started crying again hahax... u see how the song goes and you will know why hahax... some part that struck me...

O HOW I LONG
to your sanctuary i will come
to this place you call me i will run
i lay it all behind my selfishness my pride
i lay it all aside for this is my heart's cry

O how i long to come
into your holy place
to behold the lamb and bow
before your throne of grace
O how i long
O how i long to see you face to face

well at least i was calm down during QT and god reminded something that i asked him to do... during camp yanyu told me about my pride issue hahax... den i told god this... "break my pride from time to time"... wow god kept his promise... it has almost been 6months since camp... this is the first time god break my pride :)...but seriously its painful but i believe that this is something that i can grow in hahax... in the end god is still so real in my life... hahax god love you lots even this kind of things happened... hahax

Painful yet refreshing thank you god :)... after i restored myself w god... i offered my house for EastA Training hahax... hope it was fun for everyone... EastA training sing de worship hahax... some lines struck me too :)

MAKE A DIFFERENCE
wont you lord, take a look at our hands
everything we have use it for your plans
wont you lord, take a look at our hearts
mould it, refine it, as you set us apart

I will run to the altar and catch the fire
to stand in the gap between the living and the dead
give us a heart of compassion
for a world w/o vision
we will make a difference
bring hope to our land

using we dun sing the bridge hahax... bridge
we will ans the call
to build this church w/o wall
let your glory be shown
bring the salvation to the lost
bring the salvation to the lost

After that went i told my dad i going out for dinner... i was blessed by him... he gave me $10 :)... its also a blessing in a wierd day :) hahax...

god spoke alot today :) thank god for him :) love him lots... in the end God is still so real hahax Amen :)

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Labels: God's testing and trials

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Tuesday...
Went for morning devotions... after that we went to expo and EastA2 ppl go for their CG hahax... heard again that our CareGroup next time will be changing to LifeGroup... den we become LG... lol Lifes Good...hahax...

At Expo... that day got food fair... and of coz we ate... Mabel treat me to Chicken Mushroom pie... thanks Mabel hehe... i still ate like Nasi Lemka(dunno how spell), soft drink ice stick?... and also otah hahax...other brought like thai shark fin and katong laska?.. hahax had fun...

Den after that we when to John Little Sales hahax... i brought alot of things and onli i brought something... i brought myself a pair of slippers coz my old one going to break le hahax... and other ppl's christmas present... and sorry ah... i am on tight budget too :) hehe...

Wednesday... today
Today is like a big struggle to wake up in the morning so that can go to work... we are like suppose to meet at 7am.. means have to wake up at 6am... and the sun is not even up :(... Seriously the day is like god's testing la... i shall talk about it in detail in the next post...

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Last friday...
we have mit6 meeting hahax...and thank god for sirui and ida for the food :)... they cooked hush brown and hotdogs for the mit 6 cool :) and i eat until so full that i skipped dinner :) thank god for them... and cheng's teaching is like 3 pages but it took 2h plus hahax... whereas florence who prepared wad she wan to say like 8pages and teach us... it took a shorter time hahax... but still thank god for all of them hehe and for yushan and florence for leading us into worship hehe...

Saturday...
wow..Micheal peach today... funny that some ppl dun understand wad he is speaking hahax... but i remember being in their shoes last time hahax... anyway my mum told me to come home early in the end i didnt!!! i still go out to play lan w Yanyu, Jeslin, Mabel and Ida... actually plan to play L4D2 de but den no space so in the end cant... so we play counterstruck instead hahax... we so long didnt play until like forgot how to play hahax... and we caught the last 65 bus and sat all the way back to tampines interchange hahax... Jeslin went to Germ house to overnight so i walked w her.. and Mabel w Yanyu... had fun w god's community hehe...

Sunday...
Normally my sunday will be a slack day of the week but today is diff hahax... i got guitar class :) and after that i went for mass shepherding hehe... with yanyu and her sheep(s).. irene koh didnt come sad... i wanted to play w her de hahax... in the end is Yanyu, Sirui, Melissa and me :)... we had fun :) cooking pasta, crabstick and chicken wings... love my shepherd and sheepmates.. but seriously is like fattening coz my sheepmates are like good cooks hahax... really enjoyed myself hehe... and we play monopoly deal and also game of life...

After that i went to my cousin bbq at harbourfront... kept on feeling his pastor staring at me but nah... hack care :) my female cousin also got go hehe... we chat... really long time no see each other lor hahax...yup and we talk about church and debate over some bible facts too... and we settled tt we wont decuss that anymore yup so we keep it at tt :)

MONDAY...today
went out to evax to know new ppl... really thank god cause the prayer i made that they will wow me... and serious they impressed me alot... hahax all the ppl i evax on are all p6 and sec1 and they are super responsive hahax... really glad that god gave me this harvest today hahax... enjoy it and i hit my goal or 10 ppl :) and they are all interesting and open ppl :) yup :) hope they join our church hehe... jiayouing for god :) hehe

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